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when old friends lose touch...

years later...you will still find youself saying....hey,

what he or she up to I wonder......what have they done with their life? Did they ever get that job?take that vacation?

do that thing they wanted to do?

be careful about forgetting your friends....

it leaves things unfinished....and sometimes you go back only to find yourself talking to a headstone....and then it's too late to have that one last conversation

well....nicely settled into the new apartment.....

almost have a functional puter again....damn viruses......just bought some new sharp things....

and generally have a sense of boredom mixed with an overactive mind....

lots of emotional crap eating my sanity...but thats just part of life in a relationship.....

I sometimes wonder if perhaps I care to much for some people....

nothing like an emotional kick in the proverbial teeth to get a guy to thinking bout life....

think this will end here before I say something i'm likely to regret later

Such an odd state of affairs lately...My moods have been all over the place and i know not why...angry one minute...cynically amused the next...with no apparent reasons for the shift....

maybe i'm having a midlife crisis....maybe i'm in need of powerful meds....maybe I have indigestion.....maybe...just maybe.....the aliens are trying to control my thoughts.....aha....i'm on to you you fuckers.....i'm putting on my tinfoil hat now....just try to send your signals...i'm on to you!