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This life sucks. It really S-U-C-K-S.



I have lots of friends, SO WHAT? It's not like they're friends which I talk about everything... Nah, I don't. And I'm losing all of the friends I really love. I'm losing the only person I need to have. And I can't talk with her about it, because I'm too afraid. And because I'm surrounded by a shell that I can't get rid of. I'm not sure if she really wants to talk about it anyways.



I did it. I made myself not be able to have feelings... It didn't made me stronger - It just made me lose everything.

Hello friends and unknown people. I want to welcome you all to my world... To this weird, sick, terrible and sometimes wonderful world I behold. If you listen to the story of my life, you will find out that it's not pretty. I still live though and I suppose that's a good thing.



Well, ok, hmm, so I have had a horrible year. Two awful years... And I can't really explain why my life has been a disaster. It just has. And now, finally, I feel better again. Yea, that's right, I don't really feel the stone in my stomache anymore... And that's a good thing, right? Yepyep, it is!!! So here comes the problem... During the time I struggled towards my 'freedom', I went through some changes in my personality. And that's normal, huh? I found myself more outgoing and more relaxed after a while... And soon I could do things I didn't have the guts to do before. However, this change made me feel a bit awkward... Nowadays it feels like one of my closest friends, who I love with all my heart, doesn't want to talk to me so much anymore.. And I may be wrong, but it still hurts...



And I have more pain inside.... Why can't I just be like everyone else? Damn it. Why am I thinking about this stuff anyways? Sorry to bother you guys...