It's really difficult to love someone and not be near them. It is possible don't get me wrong, but it's difficult, especially after you've been able to be round one another and hold one another, and feel what it's like to kiss one another..... Those are feelings you never forget, and it makes distance a real bitch. Granted I know that things will work out in the end because there is much determination there to make it work, it's just almost lonely feeling when your not with that person.
It's a bit crazy but I reallllllly miss him. I keep attempting to be positive, but its hard because it feels like somethings missing sitting here alone. Hopefully things will work out and we'll be able to see one another towards the end of the month or beginning of next month....
I realize this sounds like I'm sad but I'm really not. I'm actually quite happy, just have the feelings of sadness that attaches oneself to someone when your not with them.
Amazing how much really strong feelings can intensify after a day of near perfection.....
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VAMPIREBONNIE
13:00 Jul 03 2009
Good things come to those who wait...you 2 will be together soon.
Angelus
13:43 Jul 13 2009
.. just be. be all that you can be, Now.