I confide in you,
My dearest and most loyal friend,
You remember my thoughts,
And to my silent words,
You listen without judgment,
I trust in you,
To forevermore hold,
My words and true emotions,
I trust in you,
To be there when no one else will,
To hold and to love me,
Like you were your own person,
In turn,
I will confide in you,
As the only one,
Who ever cared to know me,
The only one,
To allow me to show the truth,
I will never lie,
To you my friend,
Nor will I deceive you,
So never lose the will,
To trust in me,
As I will never,
Lose the will to trust in you
His temptations reflect in his touch as he caresses my shoulders,
Whispering, forcing his wills into my mind through my ears,
His voice hypnotizing me,
To commit and obey his every whim,
He preys on my every desire,
As he sends a paralyzing chill,
Down my tingling spine,
And through my coursing veins,
I gasp, as I find myself unable to breathe,
His arms constricting me,
Wrapping around me taking my last breath,
As I fall into him,
Feelings of restraint and fear drift from my mind,
He reveals my desires and holds them in contempt,
Scorning me, but letting them drift,
Among the flow of illusion,
Illusion that I cannot resist,
Among the covers of deceit he exposes my desires once again,
And I cannot fight,
His wills and whims,
They are too powerful to contest,
His lust not mistaken for love but not without passion,
He takes me into a river of ecstasy and immerses me in its waters,
Leaving me burning with emotions of intense longing,
And my heart in shattered pieces,
In my dreams I wait for his return,
But when I open my eyes,
I cry hot, sobbing tears as I realize,
I gave my heart to an Incubus
Trying to be strong,
While ripping apart at the seams,
I begin to brake,
In the face of suffering,
Piece by piece,
A part of me falls away,
Leaving me feeling empty,
Dying,
If you looked into my eyes you'd see,
That nothing's what it seems,
The outside,
Doesn't reflect what's within me,
Trying to separate myself,
Escaping from what's around me,
I lose touch with reality,
As I fall into my own fantasy,
The screaming,
The yelling,
It all disappears,
As everything fades from memory,
In my own fantasy,
I decide my fate,
In the face of suffering,
I've found a way to sedate
COMMENTS
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DarkMuse
22:14 Oct 08 2012
Beautiful, the way a friendship should be....
Nice job, thanks for sharing:)