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I am at a loss. I don't quite know what to write. I don't know what to tell people about myself. I'm used to keeping that part of me secret. It will take some time for me to get used to the idea of pouring my feelings out onto a place such as this. But, I assure you (or whoever is reading this) that there is more to me than what you see on my profile or read in my journal. There are many parts that make me who I am and who I choose to be. The image portrayed on the outside doesn't always reflect what's within...

My Fiancee says that "being dark" isn't in my personality. However, he doesn't quite understand what lingers in the many paths of my mind. Even though my thoughts aren't always dark, it is mostly my tendencies that point more towards the darkness. My question is simple: To be or not to be?