No one has ever loved me before and when someone does i want it to be completely real, not just a fantasy thats only real in my head.
You say you love me, you know those are very powerful words with a very very powerful meaning. They can lift someone higher then they have ever been but they can also rip someone down and tear them apart.
Now that i met you, Im just scared once you meet me or before even that im going to loose you. Like i loose everyone and everything i have ever loved. I dont think i could handle looking you now that i have found you. For once in my life i feel like its ok that im alive and that i have a reason to live. I feel like I can do anything and nothing can stop me or hurt me in anyway. I have never felt safe in my intire life.....but then you came along....I love you
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