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Im in this hole I cant get out of... Its my life, my head spins around my shoulders so fast I cant even get the time to be myself.. All I do is think about what if it all ended today would anyone even notice if I was gone... or worse would they even care. My life always revolves around everyone else.I dont even know who I am. The medication just makes me forget that I am a person and I am human like everyone else. They say I have to be heavily medicated to be around people.. but what I wonder is if they need to be medicated to understand where I come from and how I live my life.. Im tired of being the guinea pig for something new... I just want to be myself for once...

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MyArmyMyMilitaryMyLife
19:13 Dec 27 2009

I'm in the same boat, Sweetheart.

I know exactly how you feel.

I can't even get on a plane without an NCO escort because they say I'm not mentally stable enough to fly on my own even WITH the medication.

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