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Imagine that!! A few hours sleep and i'm awake at 4am, ( only im alone), a friend and I were joking about them waking me at 4 am..hehehe..too bad they aren't here..then it would be a good thing to be awake!!!!
Had a very interesting day with my friend yesterday, very unexpected things came from my lips. They had been in my head and in my dreams, but thanks to meds. I was on for an injury yesterday, now they are out in the open. I just hope it doesn't take away from our friendship!! I do love him, we have talked for hours and hours daily since I joined! He is my smiles in the morning and my sweet and naughty dreams at night!!!
need more solitude from the people who visit my actual house,not my vr home
14:57 Dec 04 2013 Times Read: 507
a lot of good chats on here have made me realize i'm off center again..letting people get into my soul who don't belong there..they don't appreciate it! It's time to weed my garden again.
need to find my center again..too much playing around and no focus lately. things can't always be good I know, but why do others want to take from you? I tnank mother earth for the gifts she has given, without them I am chaos, that wont due
i'm seeing how selfish and cold people are..more and more I try to keep my wall up, but truly my instinct is to wanna get to know people better and upon getting to know them better, if they are decent, I begin to take bricks out of my wall..smh..will I never learn? it seems I am only an emotional punching bag lately, and that's what I get for not keeping all at arms length. why call me, come to my home, work so hard to have me like you, only to turn into a complete ass when I wont bow to you and give you all that u want from me? why cant u only be my friend? u obviously don't know me well enough to be wanting to steal so much from my soul..if you did really KNOW me, you may get frightened, for I am twisted. please just let me have my life, you yours and stop turning on me beacause I refuse to let u take anything from me..such things should be given and not stolen..ugh, im so tired. I guess its the balance of things...seems for every I good person I find, the asshole in 4 show up!!..lol..but for the ones who can make me laugh,,,even the ones on here,,,i wouldn't trade u for the world...and thanks!
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