I am what I am. I am what I always have been at heart. I have all the thirst and desire of the vampires of legend, yet no means to fill this need, to end this hunger. I can barely think as it is, for this vacuum feeling that seems to have formed in my throat and chest are nearing the point of being unbearable.
Please, somebody help me. I need blood and I need it now, and just a little will do. Please, someone help! What can I do? I think I can feed psychically, but it requires close, intimate contact, which I don't have access to right now.
Any and all ideas will be accepted and much obliged!
This will be my last human day, and yet I feel the need to jump ahead and fill my day with all things vampiric. It's funny, really- I have this argument inside of me to either go outside and enjoy the sun, or get used to the dark. I don't even know if that's a myth- can I go in the sun, or no? Whatever happens, I am ready. Whatever happens, I can take it. Whatever happens... I will be a vampire...
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