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So yeah, I havent really been online much. It feels like i dont have the time anymore. Heres what I have been up to...Just watched Contagion last night, i really liked it. If you havent seen it, you should. I recently moved out of my boyfriends house and back into my rents. Not really looking forward to it but I have alot of things there i need to take care of. Chrono is now working which is awesome but I barely ever see him. Which sucks...but what can i do. Have had so many doctors appointments its ridiculous. And i have my 3rd and final surgery soon. Hopefully its after halloween. Which reminds me, i need to get my coustume ready for the halloween bash at iNation. Allisixx turns 18 on that day so yay! i get to take her to her first gothnight. really excited about that. Annd...Chrono and I have been doing so much better lately, its still amazes me. And I feel old, my nephew will be 1 in a few months...where the hell did the year go? My bipolar is getting a little worse...I am feel like all i do is stumble and fall in life....im about to just stay down once i hit the ground...I feel like i am constantly running out of options...like there is this giant ass wall i keep running into....does anyone ever feel like that or is this just me? I dont know....maybe i am just undergoing too much at once...i just hope things get back to normal soon...my meds are costing me way too much so theres another thing i have to fucking worry about...of fuck my life....anywho...this is all for me...my sleeping pill is starting to kick in...should have been in bed hours ago. Night all~