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what the fuck. new meds making me feel like a zombie. >.< happy pills=fail

ur a hoe. there i said it. if u play my friend, i will devourer u and turn ur bones to dust. im done listening to ur bullshit...u have been warned.





there....needed to get that off my chest.

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wanted to let ppl know i changed my name from BeautifulDecay to CrimsonBelladonna. Just a heads up to my coven and what not =D

fist pump push up chapstick ^.^



So Jaymes got Skyrim...hes playing it now. looks good...now i am going to have to start another game >.< I really want the new batman game. ok...my opinion on batman. its my favorite series, comic and movies. he has in my opinion. all the best villains. the joker the riddler scarecrow...yeah they are the best by far. anyways...my geek rant...come and gone.



It snowed today. wtf. i am not ready for snow. i just got my winter coat out and now i need to get new boots. damn...fucking tj has my jack fingerless gloves...dont know when i will ever see those again...fucking jerk. aaand...i just baashed my knee into the desk....ow. anyways...for those in the hamler ohio area....should soo check out the bar AREA 51 for our Industrial Invasion Night..for those who know who DJ Darks Choir from Ination...used to be called IGUN...he goes there, its a good time.



Night all~

shhhsha!



damn car...always seems to have a problem.

im crazy in what way? u dont even know me to call me a name...and if u read all of my blogs, i have stated before that i have known my fiencee for years now. sad that u have to say something stupid on my blog and then block me so i cant ask wtf ur talking about. whatever...i really dont care. i just think its a little umm shady? childish? how about pathetic? oh well. I must be crazy to have stood up for u when jaymes talked mad shit. i gave u the benefit of the doubt and got it thrown in my face. well no worries. not going to happen again. i really dont get what ur problems are but so be it. good luck with ur life



now...with that being sad. nothing else really going on. watching good luck chuck and getting somethings ordered for christmas. crazy its next month. anyone know where to get an actual corset. with the real lace and boning? all i can find is the cheap lame want to be corsets...

I cant wait for next month...electric xmas here i come. i really need to be in a mosh pit...Halloween was pretty epic. my sister in law turned 18 so i got to take her to her first gothnight. she loved it. she was just telling me that she is waiting to see what i have in store for her 21st...haha. im so awesome. I feel so old tho...my little sister is a mom and my nephew will be one this month. daaaaaaamn.



My depression has gotten worse as i am still trying to figure it out. its almost like i fall once i get myself picked up. i feel like i should just stay the fuck down. Im pissed that i didnt get to go to hallowicked this year. at least i have been to one so i guess its okk...



This guy i know from a bar i went to has been trying to talk to me. basically trying to get with me in lamest terms. i hope jaymes KNOWS that im not going to cheat on him or anything. >.<



Alli and I sat up last night til almost 7 am talking. i love that girl. we talked about everything. i think the past 5 years to now was our main topic lol. i learned alot i guess i should say...



Jay worked until 5 am this morning...then we sat up and talked for a little bit. im glad that we are able to talk better than we use to. it sucks that i cant sleep...i was sick all week with strep and a crazy head cold, im still feeling like shit. feeling like my head is about to burst. i hate it.



May is going to be three years we have been together, officially. February will be like, 6 years since we have met online. crazy...doesnt feel that long.



Soon we are going to be looking into our own place, alli wants to live with us. uh, fuck yeah? lol- she needs to live with us that would be awesome unless she goes back up to cadi. speaking of which, we have a long drive planned for xmas....shit. i hate the drive all the way up north. its so long and boring...hmm...maybe i should end this, im just rambling...night all...back to Avenged Sevenfold.