Dinning thunder of your heartbeat
Pulsing here beneath my lips
Telegraphs along the length
Of veins from neck to fingertips.
Heart that calls, I cannot answer
Trapped so deep in sleep's embrace.
Your incessant measured knocking
Cannot stir me from my place.
Torturer! Have you no mercy?
Cease, now! Let me sleep the day!
No, the tolling instrument
Of torment timpanist must play.
Siren, must you lure me further?
You invade my every dream.
Raging rush of carmine liquid
Drowns me, parched, within its stream.
How to bid him cease his thunder?
Stop him? You will cease to be.
That, unless you join the blood-dance
Tooth to neck, both you and me.
Dare I do it? Would you join me
Thirsting through eternity?
But what difference? After yours
Another heart would beat for me.
Still, the blood-dance never ceases;
Drummers leave, the dance remains.
Hearts will cease; the drummer drumming
Slack his pace and stop--in vain.
Dinner-gong! Do you not know
You call me from my silent bed?
Every evening, never ceasing,
I must hasten to be fed.
Caution drives me to another
Lest your earthly clock I stop;
Drain the cup and crush the bottle
Savoring each velvet drop.
Nay! Stop beating quite so loudly!
Torturer! I'll not thus doom
Another victim to my sentence
Roaming in eternal gloom.
Quickly! Lest the madness take me,
Flee from me, I thee implore.
I will seek another's treasure,
Plundering its liquid store.
Do not seek me out in daylight;
Do not seek me out at night.
I will hunt another lover
For my thirst and my delight.
Someday we may meet at dusk,
Or, maybe we will meet at dawn;
But now to save you from my fate,
My love, I fear I must move on.
Alone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.
Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.
All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.
I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.
She sits beneath the elder-tree
And sings her song so sweet,
And dreams o'er the burn that darksomely
Runs by her moonlight feet.
Her hair is as dark as a starless night,
Her flower face-crown'd face is pale,
But oh, her eyes are lit with light
Of dread ancestral bale.
She sings an eerie song, so wild
With immemoral dule--
Though young and fair Death's mortal child
That sits by that dark pool.
And oft she cries an eldritch scream
When red with human blood
The burn become a crimson stream,
A wild, red, surging flood.
Or shrinks, when some swift tide of tears--
The weeping of the world--
The dark eddying 'neath man's phantom-fears,
Is o'er the red stream hurl'd.
For hours beneath the elder-tree
She broods beside the stream;
Her dark eyes filled with mystery
Her dark soul rapt in dream.
The lapsing flow she heedeth not
Though deepest depths she scans
Life is the shade that clouds her thought,
As Death's the eclipse of man's.
Time seems but as a bitter thing
Remember'd from of yore
Yet ah, (she thinks) her song she'll sing
When Time's long reign is o'er.
Erstwhile she bends alow to hear
What the water sings,
The torrent running darkly clear
With secrets of all things.
And then she smiles a strange sad smile,
And lets her harp lie long
The death-waves oft may rise the while,
She greets them with no song.
Few ever cross that dreary moor,
Few see that flower-crown head;
But whoso knows that wilds song's lure
Knowedth that he is dead.
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