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Wanting, needing, never to awake.

The pain, and the emptiness,

never to be left alone.



Morbidity, everlasting despair,

Can I eliminate this feel of insensibility,

claim back what I have lost.



The normalness of normality,

is what is in a dream.



The never meant and never be

of what my life should be.

Coldness, wet, dark

meaningless.



Silence, alone

wantingness, companionship

trying hard to breath.



Needing to escape,

not wanting to move.

My life depending day by day,

on this need.