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Kick In The Stones:

10:49 Dec 09 2008
Times Read: 576


Gum drop kisses in ga-ga land

I wanna marry a candy-man

And if he tickles my bones at night

I wont fuss or squirm or fight



Be this a lesson to the wives that pray

On some white night or some bright day

The wilderness in men is a deep dark thing

Don't open your mouth or your ears will ring






They spread on her smile with a paper knife

Even an idiot could do it, with big strong hands that

Would force her mouth wide open and stick oil

Stained fingers deep within her moist caverns

She wouldn't speak much unless spoken to and

When she did it was only an affirmation of what

Had already been said. Like a dog, a bitch, and she

Would have to cower beneath the hands of the wild black

Bows of the iron clad trees that grew in her own back-yard

She wanted to burn her world down and breathe in the smoke

That got her stoned because it was easier to dream than to

Fight hordes of cocks that strut and pose and peck



He was a rooster from the far farm lands of -

Oh, it doesn't matter, he was a faceless wonder

A blunder, a ruse, an open palmed slap to the wet

Cheeks of baby blue and his crowd of senators that

Would wear their piss stained sheets around their shoulders

And pretend that their father's didn't beat them senseless

Those poor boys from the north east, south east, far east, mid-

West and rolling through the thunderin' hills of an all American

Breakfast with ham and eggs and a little bit of toast (not too much please- I'm on a diet and as you know 'carbs are the enemy', ha ha ha!)



Now lets walk brutally through the midnight streets and step-

By-step we will crush fat buildings as if we were sorting through

Soda cans looking for a dime to eat on.

Crunch Crunch Crunch went the sounds of hammers while I walked

Up the sides of the big-rock candy mountain, danced

Like an angel on the peak of sin. And when my dance was done

They bent me over had their fun, because I was fat, because I had fed from the smelly hands of

My Imperial masters and it had given me breasts, women's breasts, and they were ripe and ready for picking.

So they leaned me down hard against the jukebox and they

Humped away my human rights, washed away my dignity beneath

The bitter spit of men who had been tossed aside like trash.

No wonder I was the one who felt guilty,

After a week of cold reflection with my family,

Who told me everything would be okay, but would never look at me the same away again, like I was dirty,

Like I was something to be ignored and shunned, like I was a stain on their own reputation.

It's no wonder that I feel like I was the one who did the rapping,

And that I had deserved every inch-of-cock that I got.



Sheer blue stars on the musky spring nights, touching down

Like spotlights and tenderly illuminating the faces of many

Small girls. They stood stark still like marble statues, awaiting

The call of the clarinet with its jail-bird sound. Three blues crows sat

Swinging on a wire, raining down rhythm like an apple-faced choir

They were red in the lips, big fat lips, and they cackled when the beats

Of the little sisters would hang in the air and never move, not until they told them they could.

That was what these fair gentlemen did, and that was why there were there

Eternally, like gliding steps of planets on the ballroom floor. Curving

To meet the movements of that big beautiful sun.

A bell rang and the class stood at attention, only to sing a prayer that was

A pledge of allegiance to your country or mine

I never could tell which.



One of these days baby. BANG! ZOOM! Straight to the moon!

And while you're sailing I'll be pinned down to the rug with the dust bunnies while

Six overworked thugs with bronze shields dominate me for wielding my authority around as if I owned it.

A man's home is his castle, and I was subject to usurpation by law

By system of government. The same system that told me smoking these cigarettes would freshen my breath.

I'm sorry Janet, but it's the way I was brought up, the way I was groomed and cultivated.

I am like the nettles your mama used to pick in the rain and boil down

For you morning tea. I sting when I am natural, I hurt when I am raw

And it is only by sucking me dry that you may find nourishment in my bones

Suckle on the marrow, because it is rich in nutrients, because it is delicious

Suckle because it is the right thing to do, because I will not be put to waste.

Even when I am made ineffective by the powers that brought me into being



I knew it, but I never saw it coming

I never was capable of comprehending

That they might fill my arms full of gifts

And while I stand helplessly in love

Kick me right in the stones

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Friction Addiction: Check It

08:02 Dec 01 2008
Times Read: 609


On the serpent lust

Chained up like a howling dog

Straining the piano chords of

Conventional culture

Cause it snapped at your heels

And snarled in the wet shadows

Beneath the abrasive arm of the

All American handler, eating apple pies and

Pissing rainbows

I love my bread and butter, honey breather

Now suck back on this bottle of gin and swill

And please me like I deserved to be pleased

On all fucking fours



One day you'll maul a small child

And place its bones in your yard all dirty

With spit and slime and jizz

Cause it gets you off when you snuff out

The lights in the house of hope

You might do it

If it weren't for my whores I know I would

What keeps you more on the line

Than wet pussy smiling at you from

Across a pearly black room

Squeaking with the broken hinges of knick

Knack- Patti- whack

Give this bitch a bone



Aye. Yae. Yae. What a travesty!

They shot Romeo!

They murdered Romeo!

They blew his mind out on the five-oh-

Five. That little sucker didn't get out alive.

But who gives a shit,

Who gives a god damn?

He was just a painter, like any other,

Spraying his brains out on the walls of

Eternal New York City

When he danced with Diandra that

Freshly shaven bombshell, with more piss

And vinegar than a piss and vinegar factory

Yee-aaah, that bitch has balls son

And they're right between her legs,

Seen?



I seen.

I have seen, you, slurping up the puddles

Of newly fouled love, still warm and settled

With bits of the practitioners still floating

Like corpses in the shallow depths...

That shit is like whiskey fire

And it gets you drunk.

It makes me wonder, boy-child

Is that what sent you prancing through-

The Murder Houses, wearing nothing for protection

But that holy smile on your face?

I bet it got knocked right off

In these fetid walks of street lust

Where you can't feel the hot press of flesh

For less than a straight twenty (20) across her

Big black back



Well mud-flinger,

You did me in real good

It's like you and that Romeo were playing tricks

From your bedroom, beneath the sheets, playing

Tushy tag and snarling in the wet shadows

Cast down by the make-shift tents of your bent

Elbows, gasping out poems more hot and heavy

Then anything I could have scratched on my skins

Cause it was purely for the moment, which is something

I've rarely noticed, nor felt, as if it passed me by like

The cool winds of the death cloud



Los Muertos..



Two skeletons making love by the fire

Leaning down on the handsome furs that were cut

Down from the forests, that were hanging there,

Waiting for the buyers and the sellers and

The whole crowd of people to come walking in

Say hello, cheery-o! Good day, goodbye, so long and

Good luck, my fair friends who have feasted with us for

Oh so long, it seems like it was only a mere flash of time

A brittle blink of god's crisp eye

And those bone-daddies sleeping by the hearth

Why that must be sweet Jane, all lovely with her black skin

Nearly burnt to a crisp

Making love, making love. What’s

The costs of making love? A pound of flesh for every

Warm embrace while the clawing night runs its fingers

Over the tomb-stone cold windows, leaving sticky prints-

Writing love letters



I want you to know this, and you tell Romeo too

When you see him

That I was always a good brother, and I always, always

Looked out for you, and mama, and little C with her

Bright red dancing shoes that got covered in mud

On some cold January morning, running home, just trying

Not to get raped

I want you to know just how much I cared about you

Not so much that I'd show it, except in the beats I laid

On your greasy head, when I caught you with your hand

Stuffed down the pants of that Polish boy who's papa ran

The liquor store just Kiddy-Korner from where we used to play

But I don't blame you

It's not me that hates you, its them

Its not me that beat you, its them

And now you're gone

Off somewhere with Romeo

Because he slipped you the poison

And your finger pulled the trigger



In about a week

They'll probably find me

Dead in the bathroom

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