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06:27 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 592
"You" are nothing in my eye's...
Time for "us" to say our good-bye's...
Exit my life, just leave me be...
There is no more, "you n me"
You've killed my spirit, damaged my soul,
murdered my heart...
It don't beat no more...
There is no fight left in me...
I've given up, just let it be..
"You" are nothing in my eye's
Get out now, this is my final good-bye.
06:25 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 593
~As I walk.....He walk's with me~
~As I talk........He talk's to me~
~When I cry....He cries with me~
My thought's wander, my eye's close.
The door open's, and there he goes.
Once more I am alone.
~As I walk....I walk alone~
~As I talk.....I speak to myself~
~As I cry.......Tears pour down~
My thought's wander, my eye's still closed.
The door open's, yet no one shows...
Again I am alone.
06:24 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 594
When darkness falls, lonelyness settles in...
No one is happy, you feel dead...
There is the knife, which is calling your name...
You pick it up, knowing nothing will ever be the same...
Will you do it? Who is to blame?
You look at the fire....Don't its only a flame...
You look at the pictures, they are staring back at you...
Freaks you out...What are you to do?
Remember the good time's in your life...
Think of your love ones with all of your might...
Put down that knife, which is calling your name...
Turn and run, your life doesn't have to be the same...
You can make a difference, one step at a time...
Just think with your heart, not always with your mind!
06:21 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 595
All the faces which runs through my head.
The thoughts, the love. It all settles in.
The feelings of doubt, lust, and fear.
I can smell it now, its in the air.
Trying to run away and hide,
Don't even bother, they will seek and find.
For you are their prey, they are hungry you see.
Coming to get you, this was meant to be.
You made the mistake of trusting one.
Now its over, before it even begun.
Just say your good byes, to the ones you love.
They will follow when their time has come.
But for now, they will survive,
Living the sorrow which you left behind.
Rest your head, don't make a peep.
They are here, please don't weep.
It'll be painless they will say, and now its time to go away.
Good bye my loves, I hold you dear. Live your life without that fear. Love with your heart, speak with your mind. Kiss with your lips, and seek what you find
06:20 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 596
The wind blows, the trees are talking.
Silence is peaceful, as I go walking.
For I am dead, and I need to feed.
Roaming the earth for what I need.
I see my prey, calling him not by name.
Come in my light, though it isn't bright.
My light is darkness, so don't you fear.
For I am your friend you hold so dear.
I drink your blood, it taste sweet, so good.
I crave it more, just like I should.
Your weak in the knees, you fall to the ground.
I seal it with a kiss, then I bow.
I thank you for offering yourself to me.
Now I must go and leave you be.
For I am on a mission to seek and to find.
Leaving the world of life behind
06:16 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 598
Creeping, lurking, Silence & fear
Weeping, , crying, sheeding of tears.
Tasting the sweet bitter of blood
Laughing while you try to run.
Evil grin grows on my face.
As I think "you weren't a waste"
You fed me well, I have to say
Now I need to go away.
I'll never forget the time I spent
Taking the life, which was how it was meant
Now moving on, to whom I seek
Taking yet another peek
Picking my prey, befriending them well
Fooling, snecking they can never tell
Then I strike as I did with you.
Sucking the life is what I do
06:15 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 599
The breeze blows, the stars are glowing..
My heart beats, yet it is filled with hate..
My love was strong, trusting & rare..
You took my innocence without a care..
I use to laugh all the time,
Now its sorrow which is left behind..
The smile on my face, has turned upside down
and a frown as now taken its place.
For I no longer can love..
I no longer can care..
For what I feel is now nothing but fear.
You left me standing all alone.
Broken, hurt, fearful and sad
The feelings of love is what I once had.
Now I need time to forget the pain
Move on, but nothing will ever be the same
06:14 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 600
Imbrace the love, which I offer to thee.
Hold it dear, for this was how it was meant to be.
Take my hand, walk side by side.
Leaving the world of hate behind.
Sharing our most deep dark desires.
Trusting one another for its us we admire.
Loving each other, for this is our time.
Sticking together, never leaving one another behind.
Holding our heads high as we are proud to be.
United as 1, just you n me.
06:13 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 603
I loved you then, even when times were bad.
I loved you before, even when things were sad.
I love you now, even though your gone.
I'll love you forever, as we will always sing your song.
Remembering the good times, which we share.
Holding those memories, for I do still care.
Reading the letter, the 1 you left behind.
Now crying those tears, as I do all the time.
I'll never forget the laughs we once had.
Walking through the sand, hand in hand.
Looking into those eyes, yes I will never forget.
For you were my love...You were my sunset.
Once more I close my eyes.
Picturing you there, always makes me cry.
I never want to say the words...Good bye
For you are my love...I never wanted you to die.
To feel your hands, to hold you near.
To kiss those lips..How I feel so bare.
For I miss you so, and I want to say...
I never wanted you to go away.
All I want is for 1 last chance..
To look in those eyes, as we hold each other & dance.
I need to say those words to you once more.
For my heart is torn, its empty, sore.
I love you my sunset, I always did...Always will.
06:11 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 604
Fearful, cruel, heartless & shame.
Bleeding, hurting, screaming out your name.
Guilt, suffering, endless pain.
I feel the cold blood which is now not running through your veins.
Smiling shamelessly, knowing what is wrong.
Doing nothing as I just sing the last song.
My voice, being the last thing you hear.
Laughing as I notice your very last tear.
Moving on, for I've did nothing wrong.
Never doing anything right...
Always singing the song.
The words just flow. They come & they go.
Never knowing who will be next.
When will it be my turn to go.
But when that time comes..
I'll take my last breath and say..
The words of that song, as it will be my last dying day.
06:09 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 605
As I stand and stare down.
You ask me why?....Me
I seeked you out months ago.
Watched you endlessly, as you grew bold.
Befriended you well, just to claim my prize.
Deceived you even better...Wasn't that a surprise?
Why did I choose you? Lets wait & think..
You were the live which I was meant to take.
You were the soul that cried everynight.
For that Angel to come and take you out of sight.
Angel? Yeah Angel my ass. I am the teacher,
let me take you to class.
Opps, class is out, this is the end.
I pounce, clawl & sink my teeth in.
You've served me well, I hope my teachings were good.
Now I will move on, to seek and to prey.
For you were not my first, nor my last of the day.
Students are everywhere, I seek and I find.
Leaving the endless pathetic world behind!
06:08 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 606
The lost of hope, the raging of fear..
The smell of death, screaming is all I hear.
Looks of hate, the feelings of spite.
I feel as though I've just lost the fight.
I kick, I scream with all my might..
The end is near, it is within my sight.
The lightening as pass, the moon is bright.
No more tears, no more, not tonight.
The thunder roars, the sign of relief..
This is happening, this is my belief.
The battle has ended, atleast for now..
Blows you the kisses, but never a bow.
06:07 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 608
I laugh until I cry
I see the world from another set of eyes
I smile, as I turn to walk away
Then I think to myself, there will be other days.
You were a waste...A waste of my time
I hear the clock, as it gives off another chime.
Laughing again, How funny you were.
I can't wait until this memory is nothing but a blur.
Never forget, I always tend to win.
It's like a craving for yet another sin.
Walking away, never to return.
My eyes are open. Just call it my awakening.
It took a little time for me to see
Just how dishonest you could be
But now that the tables are turned
Doesn't it feel terrible?
How you just crash and burn.
06:05 Apr 23 2008
Times Read: 609
You ask for an Angel
You prayed everyday
You sang the song
and now I came to say
Come with me, lets take that flight
Lets sore up high into the light
I'm not that Angel, I'm no where close
But I'll take you highter then most.
We'll fly high, into the sky
Through the clouds as they float by
Like the doves, they spread their wings
Listen to the love song which they sing
Never looking back, never to return
Never putting out that fire, which still burns.
Never wondering when it will be our turn
Our love will last until the end of time
Together forever. our clock will always chime.
Together forever, and forever we'll be
Like the doves, just you and me
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