Have you ever been hit in the face with something so hard that you just realize that you can give yourself control over a situation if you work har for it?? this is what just happened to me. I have realized that if i work really hard and keep my head up i can turn the crappy situation im in now into one that is good. I have also realized that even though things maybe crappy if i change the way i look at it i can make it seem a little happier and this is helping me get through and im begining to see that soon i will be where i want to and everything will work out ok.
If i had a soundtrack for this time of my life these songs would be in it....
1. Dive Right In- Story of the Year
2. Let Me Fall- Alexz Johnsen
3. All Around Me- FlyLeaf
4. The Scientist- Coldplay
5. Stay Tonight- Matchbox Romance
6. Dance With The Devil- Breaking Benjamin
How come right when you think you are found you realize your lost all over again. I finaly come up from being in a depressing place and i have fallin right back down into it. I dont want to let this happen but sometimes i feel it is inevitable. It has been a month where too many things bad have happened in one small amount of time. I thought the summer would bring less stress but i havent seen it so far.
COMMENTS
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voodoochile
19:42 Jun 29 2009
No...never had it happen that way
Leinth
06:28 Jul 01 2009
What a fantastic outlook you have!
I am a firm believer that happiness depends much more on ones disposition then on ones circumstances.
Rabynion
21:41 Jul 12 2009
Indeed
*You have created a very happy individual here.*