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Well withe the few posts I have read here well not few few might be the wrong word i read alot of these..The first issue I would liek to touch on is this blood dependecy issue. First off I think that if you are a vampire the undead the supernatural what ever you wanna call it I think all medical trecords and things such as that need to be completly thrown out the window how can something supernatural fall the natural laws of human beings? It is a contradiction to even say that...Second I guess I will address the psy and sang vampire issue now I am not goin off hollywood or books or anything from what I have sifted through and tried to research vampires are and do get energy from Blood and pys they would draw diffrent kind of energies from both but to say one or the other well thats kind of hard. And as far as I have discorver "real" vampires are very very blood dependent and sorry to say this but I dont think anyone on this site is or has met such a vampire a vampire of true nature a vampire that needs blood and psy as a life source I think that if they truely exist then they woudl be careful of who they told and who knows where they rest ...That being said I am sorry if I offended anyone of hurt feelings....Wait on second though No I am not sorry ...I think that if you choose to believe in a God or a Devil or a Heaven or a Hell Angels Demons Ghosts Spirits hell even Aliens you can not logically throw out the existence of vampires it just would no tbe a logical thing to do and I for one am searching and striving to find out the truth will I find it? Who knows ,will I give up probably not but it ell you this if i find the truth I will share it all



-cicero

Regret...No doubt an emotion everyone has felt. What causes regret? Regret is caused by the feeling in error of judgment, this being the cause regret is an emotion only felt in hindsight. In order to eliminate the feelings of regret one must be emotionally detached from the situation as to see all the angles and to understand all the possibilities and out comes of the choices made. This is not to say the emotions are a bad thing, the key to detachment is understanding of these emotions to control them you must understand them. This is much like combat in the martial arts whether it be in a one on one scale or on a much larger scale. A good practitioner of the martial arts will understand his opponents and what their true intentions are and stop them before they are able to act . The same is true with emotion, you must see anger for what it is, recognize it then step away from it . The same is true with all emotion love, hate joy, despair, fear and panic in order to control you must experience them understand them and stop them before they cause damage and regret. The true goal for any martial artist or for anyone for that matter is to Live Life Without Regret. If I were to sit down at the end of the day and think about it I could easily come up with Ten Regrets. The reason for this is the mediocrity that people in general live in. Think...do you accomplish everything you can in the course of your day ,were your judgments and decisions made on solid thoughts and with pure intentions or on emotion with out just cause. When that person cut you off on the highway did you let it go or did you pursue and let him or her know you were upset? Passion should never come before principal. Try for one week to sit down at the end of each day and write down all your regrets for that day i have no doubt your hand will soon tire. Now do not mistake lack of understanding of error or ignorance or pure laziness for not having regret. Some people will surely say they have no regret, but that is because they lack drive and are ambtionless..but once again hindsight will come in to play weeks, months, years or even ten years after the fact because most will realize they have not done enough in their lives. I closing I will once again say To Live Life Without Regret should be the ultimate goal in the martial artists life or that of anyone’s life. To do this will take much time experience and practice .



LIVE WITH OUT REGRET!



-Cicero

Well as the day winds down to its end for me i have countless thoughts ,thoughts of love thoughts of lust ,need and other human vices. So thoughts of the Sophits enter my mind...Thoughts such as.The Strong and The Weak most people no matter who they are or how strong they think they can be are weak .Which is a big shock because I always though tof myself as strong but little do i know .The strong are the people at the end of the trail pulling all the strings.The strong are the people whom when you pay your rent of 500$ or whatever amount it is you pay or when you pay your insurance or car bill that really gets the money. Not your land lord not your bank but the real end of you moneys trail. Think about that for a second . Let it soak. There is so much that we do not know it should be frighteing i refuse to be a sheep being lead around and always being blinded of the truth of things i refuse to be that person i want the knowledge not to be The strong but to be The Protector of The Weak their defenders perhaps thats just wishful thinking who knows i know i certainly do not. The Weak are the ones who die in the War the Weak are the ones who sufer the burden of the middle class and the burden of the poor. If you are niether middle class nor poor you are still not the Strong they let you believe that you are getting there but you will never be there. These things I do not know may or may not exist thats for you to decide do you find some truth in what I have to say who knows? I dont but maybe just maybe there is more than you or I know about everything that goes on in this world and once you are able to accept that who knows where you can go from there ... The secrets await you in the dark corner the unlooked over corner of this Earth



-Cicero