Okay so now I am soon to be 4 months pregnant. I used a old string method to see the gender. it showed boy and then girl. So either twins or I will have a girl next. I know the daddy is happy and I will be marrying him soon. But now I just wish ma would except the facts that I am. But maybe as time goes on she will. or so I hope she will. Oh well I guess I will find out as time goes on.
Okay Hi again everyone. okay so here is some news that I don't know if you all would be interested in or even if you read any of these but oh well it is my page and I post it anyways.
Finally got a new site to play on now as well. WiccanSpace.com.
It is like a wiccan version of myspace. Anyhoo. If anyone gets on there look me up. Pryogirl21.
On other news things are getting better I think. Other than his mom is now saying we can't sit together like we have for a long time go figure. Oh well we still do anyways. Most times I just think the elders here have forgotten what it is like. Forgotten what they once felt.
I also ask everyone who reads this to please keep Johns dad in your thoughts and prayers. he still has some of the cancer cells left. And keep his speedy recovery and the family in your thoughts. I will applicate all who do.
On another note. Sorry people still don't know what I am having yet. He hopes for a boy and me I don't care which it is even though I am hoping for a girl.
Thanks for reading and I will keep you all upto date as I get the info.
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Sorry to hear about John's Dad I dont know him but i wish him good health ,
Thank ya.
Okays so as everyone who has been keeping up to date with my Journals knows I am engaged and to be a mother. So anyhoo here is another shocking or not so shocking event that will take place sometime this year as I know of so far. Sometime between now and June or July I will be adding to the list of happy shit the name Wife. Can't wait really. Even though five times out of ten I will either freeze up in front of a crowd or cry out of shire damn joy. Which ever comes first. But no worrys viewers I will keep everything up to date. Or try to at least as much as I can. So much is happening. As for Hopes. I hope everyone has a freakin awesome year. As for my own dreams I hope everything works out and all goes well.
I know this is only a Journal but who ever said it could not double up to something like a blog. I will admit my life sucks and has more drama than a grim reaper. But oh well this is my life. And as I see it I only have one so might as well live it up while I can.
As quoted from one of my favorite songs It's My Life by Von Jovi or however ya spell it.
"It my life it's now or never. I ant gonna live forever. I just want to live while I am alive. It's My Life"
or that is my outlook on things. I know I am gonna die someday. So why not leave my mark somewhere and make life worth living. Someday it will be my time to shine my time to look at a crowd and smile for I know I have accomplished something good. Someday may even get to go to college.
But one thing is for sure I will prove to the world and all who knows it. I am not worthless. I am worth something to someone. I prove that everyday I breathe. Everyday I walk besides him. And everyday I wear this ring with pride and a smile on my face.
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You go my sweet little sis.
Thanks sis *hugs*
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smokey1234
05:50 Jan 06 2011
Ma will except has time goes by after all weve talked about it.
ChastityMaundrell
21:16 Jan 06 2011
True there sis ^_^