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Sometimes it occurs to me I wonder way too much bout everything. My existence which has finally been given meaning to it. And those who hate it with a passion. And those who get grouchy as ever because something good to you has happened and they know they are gonna loose you. For me that seams to be my life currently. It leaves me to wonder why is she doing this to me. Why must she keep putting me into pain and sadness sense she found out I was pregnant. So many questions I harbor. But when asked she never listens to me anyways so why waste my breath. Sometimes it makes me think she could give 3 hoots to the wind bout me as long as she gets what she wants in the end. It makes me sit her and truly wonder if the reason she took me back in was to have someone do all her dirty work for her. And now she dares be a bitch to me. All these occurring events leaves me wondering why the hell does she want me when no matter how hard I try she bitches about everything. All I have to say in the end. I am having this baby and she might as well shut the hell up and deal with it.



I mean I do all I can and just because I mess up sometimes and don't do everything perfectly she hates me with a passion. In the turn of events it makes me wonder to all thing wether or not I should ever come back and see her after the wedding other than to get my stuff and run for my freedom and to the one I know loves me for me.



To all who reads this please send me prayers and good hopes that everything will work out.

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slipknotbabe356
04:57 Dec 30 2010

I hope everything works out for you sis!

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Okays so life is like so good. Living it up really. Got the best man and all. A new family starting to look forward too. This lil lette is so happy it ant funny. So much has happened so much good and some bad but what the hell right. We are heathy me him and the lil unborn lol. Things are lookin up.