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I have a lot of thoughts go through my head. Some of them insightful, naive, or too dark to even think about. But here I go.



I guess I'm ignorant but I am recently finding out life makes a bitch of us all. No matter how good you are or if you do everything right..life still doesnt care. I know some people are thinking right now, you're young, you dont know how hard life is. I get that but it doesnt make it any less painful. I'm feeling pressured to take steps that my feet dont want to bare. I'm feeling like I'm being crushed by a wave of water and I know these last breaths I take will be my last. I dont know what to do.



I recently just fell in love with a man that isn't exactly pure, but that makes him even more real to me. His character in the present is more than enough to make up for his flaws. Besides, everybody has flaws. I'm not perfect but my friends and family think he's not good for me. I should be allowed to judge who comes and who goes in my life. Not outsiders looking into it. So I'm being pressured to leave him and look the other way when I break his heart. But that's not me. I believe when you tell someone you love them..it's forever. Not just a few weeks.



I will not let him be another regret in my life. So I guess I answered my own question. I will not let him go without a fight.