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It May Not Be The End…









You are very dear to my heart, even if I didn’t love you from the start...



There is a big gap between us, and it gets wider when we don’t say everything we went to say to each other, all the things that we really mean...



I just recently realized that what we have is dying, our friendship, the love we have for one another, is slowly fading away, but we do nothing to save it, and it dies everyday...



There is no one to blame for the bleeding of our hearts, but ourselves, we hurt each other purposely to get the pleasure out of the pain that we inflicted on one another consciously. But we're unconsciously killing our friendship constantly...



You say Yesterday was a good day and that we where loving and caring, and Today is different, there is no love it’s not the same thing, but we can only wonder what Tomorrow holds, we don’t no what it may bring...



So all I pray is that one day our love will be like it was yesterday, it may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, but it will be some day...



It May Not Be The End…

I want to cry, but I can’t

Tears are falling, but you can’t see them

I’m screaming, but can you hear me?



No, you can’t.

Because I never show my emotions…

You want to see them, but I can’t show you

Why? Because I’m to afraid to…



It’s not that I’m afraid of what you might think,

I’m afraid of what I might think

And what I might see in me, in myself…



Weak is something I never want to be.

So the hard, strong shield around me,

Is all you get to see.



I write about the same things…

But WHY!?!

Why am I still unable to let you see me cry?

WHY!?!

Why am I still afraid to show my emotions?

WHY!?!

Why do I still care what you think?

WHY!?!

And who are you that I should care?

Who are that I should be scared?



“I am you, and you are me!

But why are you still asking me “WHY!?!”

Shouldn’t you know why by now!?”



I don’t’ know, but now I’ll go and continue to cry,

Because I don’t know why…I Cry…

I'm Drowning in a Pool of Tears

from all the pain and hurt I’ve been through over the years



I'm Drowning in a Pool of Tears

and it hurts because I can not breath

how am I drowning in my tears when

I’m afraid to let them leave?



I’m Drowning in a Pool of Tears

Because I forgot how to swim...

I forgot how to live...

I forget how to fight...



I’m Floating In A Pool of Tears

because I gave up on the biggest fight.



LIFE...