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Lonely Soul

21:33 Oct 08 2010
Times Read: 462


Lonely Soul





Lonely Soul full of loving people in your life…



Oh Lonely Soul, why must you put yourself down and make yourself sorry over nothing at all, something so small?

They all love you and within that lonely soul of yours you know this is the truth.

So why is your soul so lonely?

Why do you imagine in your mind that no one cares for you?

Do you really think there all faking it and all the people you love live to make your life complete misery?

The world doesn’t revolve around you…(Thank God!) But why not?

Yes your self made boring life dose have its interesting points.



Dear Lonely Soul, why do you float around in this world with your hands covering your heart and your mouth wide open?

It seems so hard for you; trying to hide yourself in the spotlight.

How and why do you do it Lonely Soul?

A strange and confused soul you are.

To get the attention of someone you love, you ‘act’ like something is wrong, when they don’t notice right away you get depressed and then something is really wrong. By the time your loved one takes notice, your distant, your in your own world, and your pissed at them. But they have done nothing but love you Lonely Soul.



Oh you poor and Lonely Soul.

Your always pleading for help, but your cries are lost before you ever get to speak them. Your mind is more in control then your heart is. In you your heart lies in the same place your mind dose. But with them both always running, you don’t know when to use one or the other.



Your so confused and sensitive, Lonely Soul.

You continue to grow wise about the “whys” in your life, but why can’t you just live your life and be happy just knowing you have one?!

But of course you want a life with meaning and a purpose.



Maybe if I stop being this Lonely Soul I will be alright…

Or do I just like the attention it brings me?

Am I just this Lonely Soul looking for affection and acceptant where ever I can?



Lonely Soul, Oh Lonely Soul

Your not lonely at all, you just need to wake up to what’s real and what’s just a figment of your active imagination.


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No Love til Death

00:38 Oct 02 2010
Times Read: 477


My heart lives safe in an unbreakable Fortress...it’s almost like I'm heartless. So it is impossible for you to steal or break.



I've accepted defeat now i must live with it...tears gone; heart forever shielded...& i continue living my life like its golden...But never scared of it ending at anytime.



:::HERE TO LIVE BUT READY TO DIE:::


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UpirLikhyj
UpirLikhyj
01:51 Oct 02 2010

Shield your heart well... until one truly earns your trust over time and through actions bespeaking strong core values rather than flattering words to win only what they selfishly desire from you.



Live for the values that count... and seek out others who do the same.





Morphine
Morphine
04:20 Oct 02 2010

i understand how you feel








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