I never thought I could hate someone..But I hate him. And I'm cutting him from my life. As of now he can go to fucking hell. Blood be damned...I no longer claim him as a brother. I'm so fucking angry right now I'm shaking. Fuck this shit I'm done.
On Noverember 1st I'm going to cut all sugars..breads and carbs from my diet. And stop smoking. I'm going to be one hell of a ray of sunshine... But I'll still have my coffee. :D
Didn't sleep very well last night. Had a dream that wore me out.
Don't know where I was or who I was with. But I remember running and hiding behind a car with 2 other people that I didn't know. We were hiding because this guy had a hand gun and was shooting at us. I looked around the car and saw him kneel on the ground and aim at the female under the car and I yelled out he's shooting her.
Next thing I know I'm in a house looking out the window and this same guy is behind me..pressed up against me ..I could feel his breath on my face and neck. I was terrified. Out the window I could see lights in the distance and the only thing I could think of was..I wonder if I can outrun him to those lights. That's all I remember of that dream.
I also dreamed I was married to a werewolf. But that dream was pretty good. Not scary or anything just odd.
I am so fucking angry right now. And my family is about to be a few less members. I don't mind helping anyone that needs a little help...But to make it a everyday thing....Calling and wanting you to go the store and pick up a pack of smokes and drink for them..Or running them here and there. Every damn day. To hell with that. I'm about to shake this family tree until a few limbs break.
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Puck up a pack of smokes and a drink for them? Or pick up a pack of smokes, and drink for them? The drinking for them gig, sounds like a good thing
Lol a 2 litter drink for them to drink with their smokes.
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