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A thousand needles pearce my skin as I begin to fall within this darkness yet again. I am nothing for I am the void, light, dark, it is yet a nothingness deep inside me not wishing to incarnate. My body weak as a falling leaf. The feeling of my eternal pain leaks through the bonds of life and with those simple knifes I begin to fall in despair. For I have nothing left, no spirit or power, the end is coming soon I feel. Death is upon my every wake of time but I am not yet in a weakness, my physical form still breathing and producing cells. But I am dead inside, only feeding off the earth for the will to live. This power only lasting a day or two, then fading and my wish for death even more centered on reality.



If the one family member can find love why can't I? I seem to be in this hole a lot it seems. But there is no turning back now. My eternal night of sleeping will soon come and then I shall be in death to never return to this distructive place. Running and running, far beyond the reach of what seems to be. My power fails me now more then ever as it takes great strength to weild an empathic gift. More so then what many can even imagine. Or is this simpley another ploy to my vampric nature? If no one will love me as I am and more so then just as a friend, then I have no need to exist. For those others are just using my powers to their own will and only wish for me around out of their own deeds instead of my own. Humans and other magical folk will say they care, but caring is different then love. For love is the purest most powerful emotion one can have in a life. I know love and I do not see it in many people even though I wish I did.



Take me away universe...either that my soul never had existed or send me to the place where I can rest in peace. No one can fill this void but the one who will love me in such a way it seems impossible. Until then I am like the undead, feeding upon the earths energies so I can survive and try to live happy. Only when my lover comes into my life will I ever truly be happy. And then so many lonely nights spent in front of a tv or computer. I am merely an illusion of sorts to others...only when I am givin love will I ever live the way I am supposed to!

Laying upon the web of fate

With there is no faith

One path and one journey alone

Some choices some destiny

Nothing can stop it

It is the fates

The web of fate is within all things

From a human

To a bird

To a ant

To a tree

To a grain of sand

And even to the very sea

Nothing can escape its true fate

Either it be dark or light

There is balance

There is complete

From the choices we make

Some had already been chosen before we chose them

There is nothing that can stop it

It is neutral to keep universal balance

It’s a key to a palace

For if one knows every waking moment of to happen

Then one would die right as it shown

We only know some of what is told

For maybe it possible to all things

There are some choices we have to make

To not do so will keep us still

Locked in time forever

No one can cling to the past

For it is not the nature of fate to tolerate that

People think they have total control

But they are wrong even for tomorrow

For everything is planned out already

By the stars

By the void of space

By the insignificance of the earth today

We are that small part of the cosmos

Keeping balance

But for that day when my fate comes to pass

I know my job will be done at last

Fire burns in soul of night

That protected from demons that plight

For it which the cosmos combine

Soul seeps into divine

White flames from a universe of glory

Takes upon any form of choosing

For that which said is all in the head

To see

To hear

To touch

For the flame does not budge

It is forever gleaming in the night

Even that of evil in sight

For the white flame of which sought

It rests within the witches of all

For we are that power

The white flame that towers



Within our souls rest others fate

For we save those that look grey

For our absolute we are as we are

Divine in every form

We are no man

We are no woman

We are no animal

We are the white fire

The fire of witches that all desire

From which that we form

Even demons take hold



To take our power is a terrible act

For that is what you will do last

For ours taken

Yours shall be break in

With out a doubt those who desire

For the ones with no white fire

With the rein upon which we cast

We can make a powerful mast

Our powers combine

That is divine

We will find the white flame inside





Born we are with these flames

For that some are not but that’s okay

We help the weak

Protect the innocent

Stop every darkness ever done

We are the witches of white fire that burn



For let it be known we are the white fire

The ones with might

Power for every desire

We are the saviors of magic and mystic

The power of which that rests within

For let our protection rise

Course unseen through out the sky

Are white fire will forever hide

To all those with human eyes

nights untold by visions of which that sold to the secrets that lie within each heart of year the moon shall reveal, this ancient prophesy foretold upon the powerful stone and of which the figure emerges into a magical being bestowed for knowledge lasted for two hundred years shall now return within the minds of the secret ears

By the winds I sense this force

By the great hawks that now fly north

They are our saviors of earth and divine

They teach us the powers of wind and mind

They are the birds proud and strong

They can lift their bodies from this ground

Making them soar

By fairies and devas to elves galore

They are around us in bird form

They help us seek the power of mind

To soar beyond our physical sight

To go beyond all limitation is where the power hides

In birds is where we all fly

Feathers of these creatures are links between the worlds

They can heal

They can fly

They can teach us power of mind

From all our lives to the next

Birds are the kin of human

Our brothers and sisters evolved



We see them as children but they are not

They are divine no matter the cost

They can teach us the glory to rise above

To help us realize what we are truly made of



The beings of the fairy realm are all around us

You can’t see them

But their right there

Up at the crack of dawn

Before you have came

And after you have gone



They are seen by the birds that fly

And by some humans who choose to open their eyes

They speak to us in words forgotten

But its up to us to figure the spell

If only others understood the way I feel

Maybe then they see beyond that veil

Until another day I will continue to rise

With teachings of these wonderful birds I will learn

From person to person

And from day to night

These birds are now in my sight

With each passing moment I will see now

Not just a bird

But a keeper of sound

For not one thought could be formed with out wind

Then our lives would truly end

For everything that ever was

Birds to me are like family with fluff

Even in their forms of such

They are dear to me like friends so much



To all those that ever heard

Hear now the voice of the birds!

In the nights of which lost

It is of the island of Avalon of which sought

Through the doors of all that ever seen

This day and night is to bring

For you are the ONE

YOU are the magic

YOU are the very thing that makes life

The cosmos bows to your every whim

The gods bristle in your glory

The creations of all that be are to your sight and sound

For this night

The night of which cast

It is upon the last

For the moon turn blue of power

And yet that voice within your head still speaks

It tells you to follow true

To go through with your heart

To see what can only be seen by thought

Only believing is the first step

After that its all just a dream

Yet reality that’s being

For what you seek is within your grasp

It is the act of magic at your every hand



You are the one that controls the key

The key to all mysteries

In all the ways the cosmos might conform

You are the true bearer of your own soul

For yet our destines may already be chosen

But the path to get there is ours alone



From the great north the darkest of all places

There is a calling from ground that is never made



From the east hears the sound of the winds that be

For they are calling out to thee



From the south of which fire dwells

That is where your power spark shall be found



And to which end the waters edge

It is where the secrets lie of all that was never said



For you and only you

You are the one to your destiny

Let it fill your heart

Let it guide you through even the hardest of nights

For that is only when you will find the day light



For be it to me to say I am the one

I am my own key to the cosmos that is spun

For even in a tiny grain of sand lives a soul that never dies

Soon you will find your path of divine



With out a doubt you have all that you need

Never forget that magic is about your knees

For let it take upon your every being

To which end then you will see

For all of that of which you stand

You are a protector of good in all the land

For you are not no man, woman, child, or human that be

You are forever a witch in divines eyes you see



For there be it not for the magic within your heart

Its what you sought that will make it go far out

In this lesson to those who only see

There be it witches hidden from all those who disagree



And as it is from the storm of the black rose

Never forget your true path of which is chose.

Even in the darkest night

There is that one true light

From the mists of Avalon ignite

It brings across the fire of might

To the ancient bird of fire

To the dragon that lives upon the mountain way higher

There is the harmony

There is that hope



For the riders of destiny

They are upon earth and upon this land

Those who harness the phoenix and the dragon

They both intertwine with power at hand

For there is only one who can control both

A mystifying energy upon the earth provoked

For with two flames that can fly

They soar across the sky

They make the stars and moon

Then the trees with the lake and loons

They are creation and chaos

The most powerful that is sought



With every night upon the same hour

They soar upon the earths giant tower

They are beings of light

Even though they may fly at night

To that even to hide from those human eyes

They still possess what they call divine



The dragon all there is below

With the phoenix that makes upon the sky

They both are intertwined

They fly together always

Even above the sun

Always watching over the children that run

They together within each other

Upon the sky

Within the earth



For when night comes their flame turns blue

But within the day it is the brightest of all

They are the power inside each soul

And if you believe you can reach that pole

For there is one way

There is one sight

There is one power that is alright

Just never forget

You are who you need to be

But be feeling the change inside of the being

So your form changes into one greater

Evolving higher then ever before

Upon the space and land

Within elements is at hand





Be it of the phoenix and the dragon

For they are life of us

We are them

But always remember

We always change

And we never stay the same

In the dark hall

That of which two thousand feet tall

You find your own way through darkness that falls

With the mansion that which you stand

You feel evil around all at hand

Its like a smog of darkness with not even a first glimmer of light

Suddenly you happen upon a door

A wooden door of black design

Carved in with evil faces from hell to divine

Power alone you do not know

What lies beyond is a secret of old

You take upon this risk

So you go inside the mist

Opening the door to darkness





The tall door opens with just a thought

And so light appears to come from atop

The entire hall lit up with power

That is which desire

For all can enter just by one thought

To sought what is wrong into the darkest form

Inside this room you find the key

The key to your self of which you seek

Even through the deep darkness of your minds mansion

You manage to find the thing to all



Suddenly the room turns into space

With stars all around you start to embrace

With a nebula of power you now desire

The door to the universe is now within your grasp

For to seek to find your own key

You also find the cosmos that be





In ancient times of which you felt

You know upon the story of what was

Forever of which it known to be

Its all just a memory

With all the power that the cosmos sees

Divine is where you become after the seek

For in your final journey you are the cosmos and all that we know and are to be