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Blue October-Black Orchid
00:26 Mar 25 2009
Times Read: 603

*A Longing, to be Free...*



Have you ever been so lonely,

No one there to hold?

Pull me in or disown me,

And then climb inside.

My arms are open wide.

Have a look inside.



It is not that I am scared to learn,

Why I'm empty inside.

hold my hand or show some concern,

If I live or die.

My eyes are open wide.

Help me look inside.



I hear the water drip from the faucet.

It's sweetly falling in tune.

I'm gently closing the closet.

I fall to the floor,

and crawl to my room.

The thought of ending it soon...

Just let me sleep in my room.



Hear me cry! cry! cry!

I hear a knock at the front door.

Don't come in!

I try to look at you

But I can't stop shaking.

Leave me alone. Just go away.

Mother I'm so scared.



Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone,

They're wrapped around me and you.

All is quiet but the drop of a gun.

I want to belong...to someone...

But maybe life's not for everyone

The Answer-Blue October
20:48 Mar 23 2009
Times Read: 608


Yeah, I think Im depressed. No, I dont want to talk about it.



If I can't crawl inside of you,

I'm laughing with a broken face

I stumble across my self esteem.

But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space.



Understand...

that God wrapped you like a bow.

But in my head...

There's some shelves that need cleaning,

from basement to ceiling, control.



If what you're seeing is an open book,

that's great 'cause I'm an open book.

But I'm real shy.



There's a part of me seeking and desperately needing to open up.

That's strange 'cause I'm an open book, a confused boy.



I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people.

My heart while in its cage,

give and not receive a thing,

But the only funny thing is that I don't know how to give myself advice.



I've got this post dramatic thing

I've got this tattoo of a ring that lies

around my wedding finger and that'ss where I want to state this claim.

That I've got to learn to live and dream

before I go and get myself in love.



In love.



Before, before, before I go and get myself in love



There's Zoloft, Welbutrin, there's Paxil that's proven, no side effects.

But the rest left unnamed 'cause they worked like a charm on me.



But when your saving is drying,

you can't stop from crying

you've got to suck it up.

You're not her buttercup,

you're not her favorite book.



And I am an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people.

My heart while in its cage,

give and not receive a thing,

But the only funny thing is that I don't know how to give myself advice.



I've got this post dramatic thing

I've got this tattoo of a ring that lies

around my wedding finger and thats where I want to state this claim.

That I've got to learn to live and dream

before I go and get myself in love.



In love.



Before, before, before I go and get myself in love

Halo-Beyonce
20:53 Mar 06 2009
Times Read: 619


for J



Remember those walls I built?

Well, baby they are tumbling down

And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in

But, I never really had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now



It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had, you break it

It's the risk that I'm taking

I ain't never gonna shut you out!



Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby, I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby, I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away



I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

Halo, ooh ooh.....



Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again

But this don't even feel like falling

Gravity can't forget

To pull me back to the ground again



It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had, you break it

It's the risk that I'm taking

I'm never gonna shut you out!



Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby, I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby, I can feel your halo

I pray it won't fade away



I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

Halo, ooh ooh.....

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

Halo, ooh ooh.....

Halo, ooh ooh.....

Halo, ooh ooh, ooooh........



Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby, I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby, I can feel your halo

I pray it won't fade away



I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

Halo, ooh oooh.......

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

Halo, ooh oooh.......