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in search of understanding ones self seems tiresome and it is. everything you need to know is a step ahead but very slowly.

still surviving through hardships and turmoils.

My son.

finding myself again and getting rid of my ex b4 he became my destruction

returning 2 school

meeting others like myself

being welcomed

my puppy

2 enjoy life again

being free

acceptance n2 the House

friends even if i gain a new enemy...lol

being understood and not being an outcast

i have found more in this year than i have most my life....sheds a single tear.

thank you all. alone n the darkness i may b but i am not truly by myself

looks like the odds of my getting custody of my son isn't going to be a battle after all. its a bitch when your ex's family are helping you behind his back. makes me wonder what has he done now. o but that i guess is the best news to have, that they feel he is in the wrong and has railroaded me enough. thanks to whomever for what i have and what i have not lost.

it seems since i joined the House of Noctem Aeternus and have started to know the other members, my luck has truly changed. the war i was prepared to fight with snarled fangs is only a bluff to whats actually happening. the failure to tell me things concerning my son (the bitchs) and my personal effects have finally came to me through the words of another. perhaps my joining was destined and this is truly where i need to be.

to the Mradu, may you get what you are after. you deserve it. proven to be a mighty guardian of the Lord, you did well in proving my intentions were not malice or dishonorable.

DarkDaughter, ty for taking personal interest in order to know me and why i felt that i belonged in the House.

Lady of the House, ty for helping me when i knew none. u deserve the happiness from this existence. don't let it drag you down.

Lord Ryu, last but not least, you are a very strong leader. i can see why they trust your decisions for i find myself starting to do the same. i may not live at the House but i do feel welcomed. as well my talks with you prepared me for what the others might throw at me. TY so much for adding me.

everyone knows that today is my birthday and have been giggly happy bout it. well thats my mask. i never show my true feelings because of many reasons. the main one is i don't like dumping my trash onto others. ppl have enuff of their own.