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Another weekend with my lovely boyfriend. he has left and came back twice but im getting kind of upset thinking abot him going home for good. I dont think this is a healthy relationship but i strive to make it that way. I swear its a battlefield outside everynight. every time i wake up theres at least 30 dead beetles laying on there back right in front of my door and it is rediculous. i swear our porch is going to be the extinction spot of all beetles. XD ok i need some advice. how do i balance out MY life with my relationship life. its kind of difficult to separate the two

I am 17 years old and engaged. i know some people may think this is completely rediculous but if you were in my shoes and saw how he treats me and how our relationship is you would understand. His name is Carl and if you are going to visit my journal often you better get used to the name. He is a huge part of my life and i am so greatful that i have him in it. But im no perfect person. everyone makes mistakes and some people say it takes "ballz" to do something bad but i say it takes bigger balls to do something bad and them admitt that you messed up. I just want to make it known to as many people as possible that i am with this boy because i feel like the luckiest person ever. feel free to comment with your oppinion on young love and anything thing else like that.

i wish i could say that i had some extreamly interesting awakening but i didnt. ive always known there was something different about myself. i was facinated with night time and darkness. cemitaries in the middle of the night and biting people always amused me and my eyes have always been extreamly sensitive to light. then twilight came out and that was the start of it all. i watched all the movies that came out and read all the books. then i got into other vampire books and realized there were a lot of similarities in my life and some of the vampires in the books. so i started searching online and found so many things that just fit into what was going on in my life. i still have a lot to learn about what i am growing to be but eventually i will get there.