The feeling of falling swirls around me forcing a silent gasp to escape my dry lips; with no sense of being. Grasping onto the nothingness around me, trying to pull myself back up, back into reality, only to slip and keep falling further into the darkness.
Everything never changing; always the same, forever dark, cold. Deep despair coils around in the pit of my stomach, bail rises up forcing me to choke, before slowly going back down. Tears stream down, only to fall into the nowhere. I bring my arms up and wrap them around myself, searching for false comfort, only to feel the coldness leak into my veins.
Falling, into the nowhere below, everything around me, never changing; minutes, hours, or days, pass by. This numbness slithers across my flesh, slight pin pricks, like needles stab into every pore. A smile plays across my quivering lips. Insanity seems to take control, making the darkness bearable; within the silence you can hear my screams.
Laying in the darkness, floating almost; seeming to be half alive, or half dead, thinking, wondering where I am and what I am doing exactly. Nothingness seems to seep into my flesh, writhing into my bones forcing this emptiness within me to grow. A deep black hole forms upon my chest, tearing and ripping at the inside; then silence.
The darkness slithers, creating ripples which turn into thin streams of string, that quarrel around my limp limbs, cutting into me; forcing my back to arch in pain. Screams catch in my throat, my eyes closed tight; tears seeping through and slowing streaming down my pale cheeks, only to drip into the Black abyss. A warm thickness begins to trickle down my arms; falling prey to the nothingness beneath.
The blackness consumes me, coiling around my body. The coldness forces its way in, devouring my being; savoring my soul. And in the silence, I hear a single laugh.
COMMENTS
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Angelus
15:17 Jul 20 2011
as ever, it seems... I love the descriptive nature of your writing.