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Don't always believe everything you are told by the media, or government.



"No free man shall ever be debarred the use of arms. The strongest reason for the people to retain the right to keep and bear arms is, as a last resort, to protect themselves against tyranny in government"



- Thomas Jefferson

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gszander
16:56 Jan 26 2013

So true. Those that want to control people know that the first rule to controlling is disarm them. That way they want be able to defend themselves.

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It's a repeating story...nightmare; I've seemed to have lost track of what is reality, and what may be, possibly fiction.

It's hard, living everyday with these thoughts ravaging my mind. They never go away really...always there, in the back of my mind, waiting for the time when I let my shield down, and they come flooding in.

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Angelus
03:13 Jan 27 2013

it's what they do, if You allow it.

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frustration, humiliation, insecurity, guilt, remorse, loneliness-all cut out, as if draining them from my blood was the only way to survive them. Now don't get me wrong, I never wanted to intentionally kill myself, at least not consciously. But taking a sharp blade and digging it into my skin, and watching the red blood pour out gave me a high, and I felt something other than hatred, pain, or utter hopelessness, either for myself or someone else. it was - is - an amazing release, I felt something that wasn't crushing, constricting, suffocating.

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Angelus
01:42 Jan 06 2013

I have a distinct urge to hug. an. I don't hug easily.

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Just another number, a barcode among many; nothing is my name. I am easily erased, forgotten. This black ink upon my wrist begins to burn red, the different sized bars soon fade, and from this pain, I feel.

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Angelus
01:50 Jan 03 2013

you're good

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And her eyes were the color of the ocean, or a turquoise gem; you could see the sadness glistening within their depths. Her false smile hid the despair behind an imaginary door, with several locks and lost skeleton keys. Sadly, only she will know the secrets held within those dark holes; in between empty prayers and wishes unfilled. And there within the turquoise color dripping from her eyes, within tears so blue, could you see the words untold.