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Meh! I feel so freakin' happy! Like a crack-happy whore who found a rock that was a big as her hand! While I was in the shower Rey was kind enough to speak with Kev so I wouldn't have to. And well it turns out that muh (my) Kevyn said he loved meh and so forth. Even though I was feeling aberrant when I heard he was possibly over me it's like a burden's been lifted from my shoulders. I would have hated to see what it would have been like if the rumor was true...*shudders.* I probably would have done something violent...such as chaining him to a wall and letting little vampires rip at his flesh then when cut open his chest and literally eat his heart out bit by bit....Hehe. I think I'm a little too gory for my own good. But since I'm happy I'll describe it without gore. The once former cold moonlight now shines on me with the warmth of the sun. Our love now blooms like the lunar flower set forever on earth. While the light it reflects bounces back to the heavens.

I took the plunge. (Plunge meaning saying the three words...'I love you.') It had me shaking which doesn't even seem possible. I said that to my boyfriend Kevyn only to find out from my friend Rey tell me that Kev said he was over me. Oi. This makes me want to end all of my relationships with humanity. It's a weird feeling...like having the wind knocked out then catching back up after a few gasp. I guess Rey understood since he tried to say that Kev might have said this Thrusday the day before I said those words. Then Rey made up another excuse by saying Kev might have changed his mind. If this is what love is like always teetering from love to heartbreak I'm sure I'm going to try and avoid it.