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Because of you im not the person i was ment to be

you sholdnt have leand on me

i was only a child

barely old enough to form my own opinions

why did you have to yell

yell right in front of me

i herd the fighting

i saw the hate

you saw me cry

its not fair that i had to louse my childhood because of you

thats not something you had the right to do

ill never forgive you

because of you im not the person i ment to be

you shouldnt have leand on me

i couldnt understand

you bashed my father

i did understand

you hit my mother

you made her cry

i did not understand why

you both came to me

you were both leaning on me

i wasnt ready

i was only a child

barely old enough to form my own opinions

to young to fight back

your the reason ill never love myself

ill never know self worth

because of you i hate who i see stairing back at me

my words fall apon deff ears

my crys will go undherd

only a child alone in my room

i herd you

you scared my fragile mind

you stole my inocence

your the reason i fall into the situations i do

i hate you

you bashed my father

i didnt understand

you hit my mother

you made her cry

i did not undersand why

because of you im not the person i was ment to be

you shouldnt have leand on me

why did you take joy in seeing me cry

why did you force me to listen when i didnt understand

the pretty pictues on my wrist are all about you

your the reason ill neer love myself

ill never know self worth

because of you i hate who i see stairing back at me

because of you im parinoid about everything

i hate mylife because im not whole

you stole my childhood from me

i cant forgive you

you bashed my father and told me eveyrthing

you hit my mother

you made her cry

you both would feed me lies

why

thats all i want to know

i was only a child

you made me hate you

i owe who i am today the secrects i hide

are all about you

dose that please you

thats all i ever wantd to do

but notheing was good enough for you

i hate you

remember this if it will faze you at all

and dont get me wrong i dont expect it to

because of you im not the person i was ment to be

you shouldnt have leand on me.

eat me whole

engulf my egzistance

gather my remains and do with then what you will

after the tears of the girl who has cryed for almost her whole life

taking her away with be o so kind

lets not lie here

lets only tell the trurh

whats better then dieing after years of pain

answer me that

and i will regain control

im falling faster then i can understand

unable to grap onto anything

im slipping away

further from ever knowing the trurh

eat me whole

engulf my egzistance

gather my remains and do with then what you will

i will not yell

i will not fight

i promisse you it will be a delite

on a cold winters night

i sit and i wait

for the man with no face

to come and take me away

grap my arm

bind me down

choke my throat

untill i can not breath

this is something that i know will set her free

there is no fear

she will regret nothing

its will be a murder of murcey

shes nearly begging

eat me whole

engulf my egzistance

gather my remains and do with then what you will

this is not a drill

this is a request to kill

help her please

dear god set her free.