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Just getting off the phone with You Baby and such a smile across my lips i got goosebumps up and down my arms and i shiver! How can You make me feel like this everytime were together or apart! I Love You! I feel like My heart has wings and Ive jumped off a cliff and is soaring out into the openness and Ohh Fuck what a rush! Damn Baby Youve created a whirlwind within me i cant deny! Sweet Dreams My Baby Be safe till i can Hold You once again! I Love You so!

Ryu Baby i saw this and Instantly thought of You ..Gawd You amaze me Baby!



You and I....



there you go again when ya

rub up my skin

i have to catch my breathe

I began to sweat

oh..



Lips

tracing down my neck

and its scaring me to death

I just learned to draw me to the clear

just to push me off

just to push me off the edge



Damn I hate the way you know me

and Damn

you kill when you hold me

Like I'm your world

like this wont hurt

like a favorite cursing every nerve

damn

I'm fightin and I'm losin it

damn you

your pullin and a pushin

I'm wrestlin with

I toss and twist

til finally I give in

damn...



I hate being addicted

only

you would have predicted

that I'd be told

I'd want, so then

you can see right through

you can see right through my soul



Damn I hate the way you know me

and Damn

you kill when you hold me

Like I'm your world

like this wont hurt

like a favorite cursing every nerve

damn

I'm fightin and I'm losin it

damn you

your pullin and a pushin

I'm wrestlin with

I toss and twist

til finally I give in



I get wreckless, scared, confused

I feel desperate

soul for you

and you know it

you know it

you know what I should do



Damn I hate the way you know me

and Damn

you kill when you hold me

Like I'm your world

like this wont hurt

like a favorite cursing every nerve

damn

I'm fightin and I'm losin it

damn you

your pullin and a pushin

I'm wrestlin with

I toss and twist

baby I give in

damn...



I Love You Darlin!

I swear Your amazing! You know exactly what it is i need when i need it im tellin Ya Baby You have a 6th Sense! I still got a smile spread across my lips and Its all You Baby! Mmmmm gawd Your Deep Sexy voice nessled into my neck Oh Holy Chit it makes me weak .. How the Hell You do that chit is beyond me but dayummm! You got Me craving Moreeee and Moreeee ! Your My Drug and Your keepin my Heart and Soul alive Baby! Well Honey im cookin a Turkey so i gotta go baste the damn thing ... then start on the sides! *Kissesss You deeply then licks Your lips* Purrrsss GOD ..How much longer again till next we meet again ...an Hour*winks* Bye Honey...

Ryu, Baby i didnt think this past weekend was ever gonna happen for me!The past month tore me apart but You remained by my side. I, lol, have to say i was hesitant in coming down but gawd i am soo glad i did! I always knew You were good looking, Hot damn ,Y0ur just delicious ... then How You treated me like such a lady...damn i thought i had been on cloud nine about a month ago But You bypassed nine and went straight to Heaven! Your my Miracle! i did not think honestly i could feel this way again and i truthfully did not expect it or desire it .. it just happened cause We let it! My skin is still tingling as are my lips! Lmao i am not going any farther in this journal there are way to many damn eyes! Thankyou Baby for this weekend it meant so much to me to be shown, i am special and wonderful to Someone! Im opening my heart to You Hon i didnt think i would again But i trust You and this past weekend You have shown me a way i didnt think a Man could be! I thought they were all Liers and players and just wanted to Use me! Wow You have prooved me Wrong! Id say I am falling for You wicked but after this weekend i think i have done fell off the cliff and Praise my lucky stars, You've caught me in Your arms!....PS - No i do not look sexy in Sweatpants and Your Tshirt geez ...well maybe the Tshirt but Hell i looked like a grub!! LMFAO

Im NO longer dating anyone So You got Your Wish! Stay the Fuck away from me You stalking lil bitch! Enjoy Your New freedom of not having me around to disrupt You precious Life! You got me!! You Fucking WONNNN!!! Stay Away from me!!! I am so sick of This Bullshit!! Why You had to bother me is Beyond me I did nothing to You Yet You ruinned my One chance at happiness with Someone i considered to be as Precious as Silver! Are You Happy Now?? My Heart is torn out and aching and You still find the Need to come in here and Pour salt on a Festering wound! Back the Fuck off and Mind Your Own God Damn Business! I am far from stupid Your the only Ignorent Assshole who comes on here creates a New account and comes unto My Profile Doesnt rate me and heads straight for My Journal to see what New info is there then deletes it right after!! Get a Life lil girl! I am an Adult and can do as i so choose! I have not bothered You ONCE and I got the shit end of things! Im telling You for the last Time Leave me the fuck alone!

Have You ever Lived a fairytale? Felt like a Princess? Be made to feel like You were above the Heavens and That This Life couldnt possibly Be happening? Well i have for about a Month! I couldnt believe My eyes! I keptasking myself Could this Gorgeous Talented Man Love a Simple girl like myself? Everyone Told me Yesss He does! He is Different then the Rest! He is Honorable and If He had no feelings for You Your picture would never have appeared on His profile stating How much He adored You!

Was such an amazing feeling to go to Giavani's Profile and see My picture there! Just as amazing as it was to have Him call me all hours of the day and night telling me how much I meant to Him and How Special i was! I had never been made to feel so important and I for a month or so felt Priceless! The Red carpet was rolling out for me!! Gawd it was amazing! The Way Rob can Make a Woman feel is Magnificient! His deep Sexy Musky Voice in the middle of the Night whispering such romantic sexy things into my ears to send my Dreams into orbit! Gawd even now i get chills! I didnt think it was possible for a Man to make a Woman feel that way! I did every thing He wanted me to keep HIs fan base growing and His personal life a secret! All i ever wanted was to Love Him and to Be His one and only! It was not my Fault People I did not know came in to harrass me! lieing to me to get me on Pager to tell me He deleted HIs profile cause of a Past relationship He had with the writer of His newest film! Of course I reacted with anger In my own personal Journal not even to The girls face of in email! I cant control another Persons actions! If they come to this site and stalk me it is not my fault! And after the first incident with this Child i did nothing! But She of course continued Her kindergarten antic's! I of course Got blamed for it all! and In the end after I lost my glass slipper and the Gorgeous carraige turned back into the Pumpkin my fairytale ended as the Ugly Stepsisters Walked away with their Prince! They Won! and I lost! But Ya know what I like my life! I dont live in Fairytales and When My True Prince comes around I know I will be able to Love HIm forever and Shower Him with My adoration and Caring! For it will be a Love that is True and I wont have to compete for His Love and He will return it and I can shout it from the Mountaintops and He will be Proud of Me!

I am not giving Up on my dreams Someday Someone will come and He will be Right!Its amazing How Our Lives are speckled with such an array of Experiences! It molds us to be who we are and I am One Strong woman who no longer gives a Fuck! for the Month or so i had in my Dream world I thankyou! I wouldnt change a thing!

I read Your journal and I just wanted to say I Never say goodbye or Blow on By either unless Im given a reason to! Ima good person with a Good heart! Many a time i am provoked and Stabbed and made to turn my back on Bullshit but When i make a commitment i do my damndest to give 100% of myself! But if i see I am putting forth 100% and My friendship isnt even putting in 1% then I am hurt and am forced to make decisions! Thanks for the friendship and i look forward to the next encounter! Was sorry to hear about the House How awful and what a devastating occurance wish i would have known perhaps i could have done something but i wasnt even here then!Cya around You know who You are!