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I am so sick of trying.. Why is it when You bust Your ass Noone gives a shit? Working hard to please and please and please and yet their head turns the other way like You dont exist! So why Bother... Its Bullshit! Why be Someone and do things when its not appreciated or respected or found favorable? Then again Maybe Particular Peoples opinions should not be considered and one should look at the others who have shown their appreciation to particular efforts! I Just happen to find it Astonishing that no matter what i do its wrong! That no matter what i say its wrong ...that no matter how much effort i put forth its overlooked and not given a flying shit about ......GOD its fucking Blullshit!!!!!!!!! I AM not Humored!

When does a person know when emotions are real or fake? Can a Person trust in what they feel and How a Person makes them feel? Ive up to this point in time considered Dreams to be complete Hopeless Aspirations that One can only pray and wish to come true.. Something You have to close Your eyes and fall asleep for .. Not actually a reality! but now i am finding myself wanting something so very much but will it come to be ..i honestly dont know! IM tired of Games and players.. Ive done gone and let my wall down and well i guess its now in fate's hands! Will I be Hurt probubly...Will it come True..dont know.. do i Hope it will...yes!

One thing i hate the most is ignorance ! So many people are out there doing such idiotic things! They say their mature and then they show their pittiful attempt to act it! I also dont get why we would even let it affect us in the first place. Why lower ourselves to their standards.. Wouldnt that also in return make us just as ignorant in the first place! Turn Your back on the moronic and move ahead. The world is a much brighter place with such stupidity on ignore!

Today i got the Humor of Quite an outragous Conversation..Discussing Vampires and ..How was it put oh Yes Can Vampires have Sex? Ya got to be kidding me right? Maybe im to blunt or just a Bitch but i went on *with a Tad of some Helpful insight* and proceded to say This..



*Smiles evilly* Well Yes and my Sire told me to tell You that When they Do they usually drain their luvers to death!



Apparently He Liked that and so i had to procede with More....



Well my Dear Luvers Usually Scream of Pain But I Dont Care Coz im only interested in the Blood! It is a Slow Painful Death!



Then I was shocked as He had a Pain fettish and Still desired it cause of His love for a Beautiful Woman! so i had to finally... yes i know this may shock... be blunt and let Him down by sayin...



Nods well right now im not intested in finding a Luver im only lookin for friends so Im sorry i cant oblige Your interests!



Laughss well i had my funny for the day..... He was wondering if i had any available girlfriends so keep an open ear LOL