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I AM WRITING THIS NOT TO EVERYONE, BUT TO THOSE FEW PEOPLE WHO FEEL THAT IF THEY KNOW SOMEONES NAME THAT THIS GIVES THEM A RIGHT TO MAKE DEMANDS ON THAT PERSONS TIME AND LIFE.



that being said I think the person, or persons, I am speaking of know who they are.



If I have met you on the rave, and I chat with you, I want to be friends. This does not mean I am looking to be your new toy or whatever you have in mind. If I talk to you on the phone, I may, underline that and put it in italics, be concidering something more.



If I try to take it slow and you can't handle that, I will bolt. Make no mistakes, I will make the most graceful exit I possibly can but I will make an exit whether you let me go gently or not is up to you.



If you are hoping to be any kind of a part of my life, do not pin me in. It will not work. I am well acquainted with who I owe and what I owe to them and I do not owe you that.



Remember this is not for everyone so if you don't feel you fall into this catagory, ignore it.

Have a good day.

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deathnitegrl
14:05 Jun 24 2008

It seems that for certain people friendship means to be their servant, how wrong they are.

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My, my, my don't I wax poet tonight. It seems as though everything has deeper meaning and therefor; if it is painful it is twice as much so and if it is joyful, the same.



I hate nights like this.



Every thought seems a proverb and every breath a labor. I would much rather be a bit more superficial and lose the heaviness of the moment but it is not within my ability to do so.



So, I sit here listening to the music that nourishes the deeper side of me, like Queensryche, "Silent Lucidity" and Tesla "What You Give" and hope the moment will pass soon.