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OK I'm trying to be all enlightened here. While you can't be there for everyone. Or even wanted there by everyone. Then 100% is what I'll put into those who NEED me there the most. Don't get me wrong I'll still aspire to be a bitch, but I guess that will take some growing into. So every time my heart gets hurt, it will just be one step closer to being like background noise. Eventually you're so used to it you don't notice it anymore. Looks good and sounds good.

Gusee we'll just have to wait and see

Lifes a bitch, be careful what you wish from her. You might actually get it. and guess what it made your heart ache a little bit.



rough day all around. I hate funerals. who doesnt.

its really hard to delete ppl from your memory when their profile keeps haunting and stalking you

guess you can only be as much of a friend as someone will let you be. they talk about people turning their backs on them. Then they go and do the same thing. I should be patient and understanding but screw that. Something you taught me.

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Bijou
04:57 Sep 27 2010

~this is a hard thing to realize about a friend...but at least you know what kind of a person they are before you got to attached.

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ladySnowStrixx
17:42 Sep 28 2010

which was why we told you to be careful who you got close to ,

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darksurfer1969
12:50 Feb 24 2011

Which Is 1 of the very few people In life.Only have at least 3 people I trust with my life.My dad being 1 of them,My wiccan friend Missy whom I know In real life and my friend Larry also that I know In real life.To me trust Is something you earned on the battlefield when It's tested.There and only then will you know If the person will be trustworthy of your trust.

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Wish I had some wonderful words of wisdom to show how enlightened I am but... maybe it just comes and goes.



I havent been here very much of late. First because my laptop decided to be crap. Then I was trying to get store up and moving. But no one ever sees the truly sad parts of life coming. They hit you so unexpectedly. Even when you're not the direct hit but just standing next to it.



A great deal of my friends are younger than me. I think mainly because thats the way I was when I was their age (having older friends). But I'm sure the nurturing mom in me plays a part too. But to see the death of a friend so young and to be there for my bff as her world shatters and crumbles, takes every bit of maturity and experience that I can dig deep for.



So to my VR family if I'm not here know that I'm doing my best to be a friend out here just as I would be a friend to my friends and coven family if the need ever be. I miss my time here, and I will call upon you to help me find the way to help her.

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NightRaven
23:35 Sep 22 2010

~Magickal Graphics~ friend never let friends walk alone

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ladySnowStrixx
19:41 Sep 23 2010

its fine sweetie, we understand . we,ll be here when you need us.

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darksurfer1969
12:55 Feb 24 2011

Sound like you are having a hard time.I hope It gets better for you.I would offered you some helped,but my life Is bad right now too.Digging my way upward although and will come out on top,I always do.I'm to stubborn to give up.eg

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yay, final stretch to get store reopened. I will get to go back to work

Just letting you all know my stress level now on an inanimate level.

wont be on as much due to technical difficulties.

Laptop wiggin out. I'll be her as much as I can

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Bijou
21:27 Sep 06 2010

~hugs~ hope all is well hun

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told ya I'd feel better. a good cleansing cry.

I feel better. Things FORGOTTEN.

Smiles feel much better:-)

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xxBlueFairyxx
19:23 Sep 04 2010

I was that way yesterday. Must be something in the air.

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so I'll have a good cry, Take a long bath and then I'll move on



I'LL make it better.



true colors of others are often very ugly to look at. but I dont want them burned in my memory so I'll forgive and FORGET

well live and learn. fake friends show their true colors quickly. But not quick enough.

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ladySnowStrixx
23:06 Sep 01 2010

Oh lord!1 what happened now?

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