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This day of making a thought to be honest . I think it is a day to hide the truth .The whole world has problems but today they are supposed to go away to show love . Why? Tommorrow youll try to kill eachother anyways . So just be honest yea you care but not enough to stop the bullshit . Flowers ,candy just a coverup . Why hide what you are . Make the most stab the one you love . You know you want to anyways . So have fun and enjoy the torture . While the better part of the world is smiling because they are not trapped by the stupid thought of trying to act like you care . Happy V day to the suffering . I smile for you . farewell.

Finding someone in lie i a good thing to have . i found someone special to me but she is limited to the time she can see me . i am trying to make things easy for us but i cant control the ones controling her . we will get around things an we will be what we want . strenght is what we have . we have more understaning now we have eachother . dont feel like the world is against me now that i have someone that supports my feeling . i support her as well . this is the start of the things ive been lookng for . being here has made me find the truth i have wanted . thanks for vr . f not would still have hopeless thoughts of find that understanding .

today was a good day . passing time gets better . soft words come my way and make light come when i could not expect it . i am happy . thought i was for a while but i was wrong . taking to one dark beauty has lifted me from the shadows . i am greatful for her . the bloody little princess knows her name . is the wrongs of my life been put in front me to prepare me for her arrival . not sure . wondering if life brings sorrow to make one into what they become. is it a force that is there watching to see then to show the awaking eyes that this is what we made for you. is it what shows that without your pain you would not be who you are and would not be prepared for the goodness that it sent your way.i think this is why i feel this and am open for once in years to this beautiful life that is here now . i hope reality keeps it here and moves it more to the future i dreamed for . thanks to my bloody little countess .

Have you thought in history like me the world is most hate and against race and being . I am fed up being looked upon like a demon and banned from places bu the way i am . i have enemies of all sorts even people i never met . The reason is the way I look . I am tired of all people who try to do harm against me because i think different then them . Then they judge without knowing by what they see .can people wake themselves and see this world we live in is more pure than theirs . They wish for respect ,but show and damn us for being more pure than them . Tommorrows promised to no one . Live each day as if it were your last .

Woke today to the light of the world . I really can't stand this . I have always been a person of the night . my body was made that way . I can't find places where people understand that without them saying i need help or i have problems . I have not many friends around not really trusting . Have alot of things in my head i keep to myself because when i speak my mind i go to the asylum . tired of being locked behind closed doors for being myself . hope this place people will understand my ways and not think my love of death and suffering is wrong .

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KESHA
08:08 Feb 07 2010

Don't listen to those fuckers they just don't understand people like us. I live in florida and it is way to fucking bright I always wake up to sunlight in my face and it sucks ass

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toxicbite
09:27 Feb 07 2010

I find your journal very intriguing. I believe that here on vampire Rave, you can be yourself without people telling you that you need to go to the asylum. I am also a person of the night and only endure the sunlight to run errands but I much prefer the dark.

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VampireLover91
03:47 Feb 09 2010

Your love for death and suffering is not wrong. Don't ever let them make you think that.

That is why this place exists. We are all alike here, and there is no judgement!

=)

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