"Light at the end of the tunnel"
~Something which makes you believe that a difficult or unpleasant situation will end.~
(Cambridge Idioms Dictionary, 2nd ed.)
Let me be that which lights your way out of the darkness, into the radiant sunlight and back to my warm and loving embrace... where you belong.
Sometimes... a lot, recently... I wish I could just walk away from my life.
I have often thought it would be better, for everyone concerned, if I weren't around.
I think I am doing more harm than good to certain people in my life, by staying. So many thoughts. I'm so tired. I need... something. I am so unhappy... and afraid.
Tomorrow... I just need to make it through the day.
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Did you ever watch a film called Wonderful Life, a classic now with James Stewert ? If you get the chance watch it...you may be surprised.
cajome
i think you need some time to yourself...to focus...and to figure out what has gotten you this way. I don't know the details to the situation of course. The fact is, we will never know how we affect people's lives. A bully in high school may make someone become so angry they do better for themselves and become a millionaire to say HA to the world. A simple smile to someone may just be what that person needed to have a good thought for the day. You won't know how you've affected someone, even doing the smallest thing. You could have touched someone more than you know just by listening or talking to them. You could have been the connection someone was looking for in a friend when they had none.
I would really hope, that if those certain people you are talking about, even though I don't know the circumstances, would certainly be able to tell you they don't want you around if that's the way they felt.
Please don't be afraid...please don't be unhappy.
And today is just a day. It won't last forever. And tomorrow it will be the past. Message me if you need to.
... but, there's really no place like home.
I hope you find your way home soon, honey. I'll be waiting at the door...
Have you ever wondered to what lengths you'd go so your kids would have what they needed... a place to live, food to eat and clothes to wear?
Yeah.
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Curious as to the inspiration that lead to this thought....
every day dear, every day.
and they will never realize until the need to go buy their own toilet paper.
I do it every day , my daughter is grown with 3 kids she is raising everyday by herself and I still worry if she has what she needs , if your a real mother you ,ll never stop helping your kids because that,s what you do, there will be times that they need to fend for there selves but being there when they really need it is also important too.
My dearest Cajome:
If you read my journal? You'll know. Why are our lives so parallel??
I see that you visited my journal today.
Please consider visiting ME, too. :)
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HI?!! Yes Iam trying to visit my buddy but your hiding lol, Hope your day is chill and Hope we can talk tonight I Do miss My New Friend Cajome!!!
Thanks M.
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