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I feel the world awakening against my body towards the sun of the brightest days. I am wondering where this feeling has come from, until the day I am no longer in that Maze.



Waiting for that gentle feeling of sensation to raise me up from this fear. Seeing those flowers sway in the wind can no longer set me free from the

darkened deer.



People have no longer set me free of this darkness I feel. It is taking over my body with the slightest movement I am gone, until...



The day I see that handsome guy chanting along the grass fields, and whispering words into the wind. He smiles and a big gust of wind blows over with sand.



He gets off the horse, and seizes to come my way. I feel so lost, so empty, so much betray.



I thought he was the one, the one that made the shadows of darkness disappear. Then I see the darkness, the hollowness, and the fearfulness in his eyes with a tear.



I thought I was saved, I thought I was healed. But come to find out, it was my mind being thrilled.



I had no safe place to run to, no guy to come home to. I had nowhere to go but down below and through.



I was cold and wet, plain and dirty; no one cared about poor ole me, no longer. I was frightened for dear life and there was no one to infer.



Long from now I was to be dead and disappearing with revolution. I was to be one day part of the bad pollution.



I was to be forgotten and never forgiven. No one thought nor heard of such again, they all thought I should have been driven.



I was there under that dried up old soil, with no air, and no reason to live. No one, not even me, though I should have lived.



That girl with dark brown curls (me) was no longer to be seen, or heard of again. But wait... what if someone would come help her live out that sin.



I doubt it, as well as everyone had thought. I had no strength, the only thing I had was fault.



Until the days of death, we are thrown into a death of desire. We have everything to look forward to, including death itself full of fire.



Who could ever say no one had tried for here again. Her guarding angel had once again seen the light of day and freed her from her sin!



God was with her, and she knew she was free. But who would want to see her again, or let her be?



Everything that was happy, had gone down. She couldn't do anything but a face with a frown.



She knew her prince charming was nothing but the devil himself. So no one was there to free her from theft.



They had stole her body and soul, and there was nothing that she nor anyone could do to get her life back. She had to gave up; just sat there and did nothing... until the day she rest in peace from then on out, she had that certainty to live, now that’s a fact!



By: A. May (me)

I give you a piece of my heart

To remind you I'm here for you...

No matter if we are far apart,

Our friendship will always be true.



I give you a piece of my soul,

A part of me reserved for you...

Hold it dearly and don't let it go,

No matter what you do!



Whether it's a bright and happy day

Or you're troubled and struggling to smile...

Remember the special piece of my heart

That reaches you across the miles!



I will always be there for you!

I'll give you a rose that is yellow

For friendship strong and true,

It will stand the test of time

And last eternity through.



I'll give you a rose that is pink,

For courage and kindly ways,

Its sweetness makes it all worthwhile

And guides us all our days.



I'll give you a rose that is white,

For the purity of love,

May it last through our earthly days

And prepare us for heaven above.



I'll give you a rose that is red,

For my eternal love for you.

May we continue to share our hearts

And through forever be true.



Now put them together and bind them

Add patience, forget-me-nots and sage,

And with this bouquet so very sweet,

We'll have true strength as we age.

**This Was Found On The Net March of 2005.**





A sexy young woman called Eve

Wore her pussy upon her left sleeve

And her heart on the right

For doubled delight

And something else you won't believe!



Her good friend Alonso said: "Eve,

I am drawn to the scent of your sleeve

May I kiss your left wrist?

Oh please? I insist!

It’s the highest bliss I could achieve."



Said Eve to Alonso, "You may

Kiss me first on the right and then play

Your tongue up and down

The left sleeve of my gown,

But make sure that you do it all day."



Said Alonso to her, "Darling Eve

All day long’s far too short for your sleeve.

Is the rest of your life

(If you’ll just be my wife)

Long enough? Otherwise I must leave."



Said Eve to Alonso, "Please stay

Both my sleeves say: ‘Don’t go away.’

You’re melting my hips

With the touch of your lips

On my sleeves. Please continue, I pray."



Said Alonso, "I can’t get enough,

And I’m charmed by this sweet little ruff...

So I shall, (by your leave)

Warm my face in your sleeve

As one warms one’s hands in a muff."



Said Eve to Alonso, "Sweet chap,

Leave my sleeve, come, and lie in my lap.

Though your ardour’s not cooled

I fear you’ve been fooled

By this poetic metaphor crap."



The man from Nantucket was brave

When he found a dead whore in a cave:

He canned the green meat

(Which was sticky and sweet)

In a bucket, the rule-breaking knave!



God must have had a good laugh

At Commandment # ten-and-a-half

Which read: "Thou Shalt Not

(or Impeachment’s thy lot)

Comfort thy Rod in thy Staff."

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town.



She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze.



How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; -she'd have friends over soon.



There'd be sleepovers, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be.



On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date!



She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!"



To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out.



There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date.



"Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?"



Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right."



Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense,



She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride?



Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait.



For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine.



Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff.



Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint.



They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive.



They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass.



A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.)



"Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb."



With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay."



Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast.



As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger.



She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town.



"Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride."



Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!"



She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black.



She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble.



Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck.



Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive.



She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad."



These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead.



They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too."



"But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."



Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun."



"Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them."



"Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died.



Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed.



But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died.



A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?"



She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad."



This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it -could have been you.

March 1, 2006



Feelings come in all shapes and sizes,

just because they don’t fit doesn’t mean there are surprises.

You never know what you are gonna find,

Or what your heart will shine.



Stick to the old fashion

and leave all the passion.

We are not meant to be like this

No matter how pissed.



I love you with all my soul

And I have no control -

Over what my heart tells.

I am a human, and have shells.



I try not to get hurt

Then you weren’t -

There when needed

and I not to succeeded.



You get this?

I am pissed!

Just let me be

and you will see.



All true love lasts

so let it on its paths.

Take it slow

and don’t be a blow (hole).

Feb. 28th, 2006



I am the victim,

I didn’t pick ‘em.

They captured me,

They meant to see

The pain in my eyes.



You keep me alive

And feeling a bit high.

I like the *flies* you give,

And the drive you did

To see me just one time.



A little overwhelmed,

I felt so trimmed

(Of the fear of hurt)

Than I can be a little “squirt”

Now that you know.