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It is offical I am confused beyond belief. I have been devorced for over 2 years and yet still can't seem to get the emotion to try again I mean hell I even denied two friends and all that shit. Why the hell can't I trust myself to get attached again. Damn it all this is a emotional confusion and I am so can't fucking stand it. But then too it pisses me off having to see this asshole of a ex and the way he acts so damn childish giving lil tempers and looks like if he had the balls to stomp my ass. When trust me he don't he is a coward really. But why does this shit piss me off and haunt me why can't I do the right thing be the pure bitch and just go on and get another. but then too when you have a baby that is not so easy either. Damn I hate being confused