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So how did i end up on a vampire site? Though i'm completely at peace with draining the sheep to feed my demons, I don't call myself a vampire. 6 months ago i would have said i was just plain old blood dedicated Satanic. I will never renounce my loyalty to Hell or the Black Flame. Still as of late (past couple of years i suppose) i have trouble being associated with the title Satanist. It's the people, not the god. They claim to be open minded and accepting of unique views. They claim to be in touch with the forces of existence. I haven't found this to be true. What i see mostly is attention starved priests demanding respect, tossing out useless rhetoric and imposing dogma (albeit a dark dogma). Some of them just put a dark spin on christianity, swapping the xtian version of the devil for christ. Still a hopeless good n evil story. Personaly i don't believe in good or evil, just action and reaction. And while i'm on the subject of christ, if he existed (much evidence he didnt) he was probably one of the most accomplished Satanists ever, think about it. Practiced occult sciences, broke gods law constantly n in the end turned a ton of jews away from ol yahweh to worship him as god. My kinda guy. K back to disassociating with all the online Satanists

I have a saying "don't take financial advice from broke people" Seems like a solid strategy in regards to all the oh so dark Satanists out there as well. I'm of the opinion that a high priest demanding my reverence should be , say, doing better than me in the spiritual department. Myself, i've yet to see any spiritual leader that had what i've attained by sidestepping them n going straight to the source. That said i'm not a high priest, grand poohbah or even a member of the pta. Just another dude walking the path. Still i seem to enjoy gifts from the demons that these others do not. dunno y. My views are really un popular with most Satanic groups, probably cuz of my aversion to dogma. Honestly i think alot of my views are to empowering to individuals to be accepted by "organized" Satanic groups. As i touched on before i think many of these high priests are no more in touch with the source than any wiccan. They for some reason want attention n alot of folks to look up to them as a leader. To empowering of a philosophy would work against that goal.

So one day i stumble on this site, i'll give Lilith the credit for leading me here only cuz weve been working together the last week or so. I read some of the forum posts n think you folk might be interesting. Again, i don't see myself as a vampire. Still im of the opinion there are 2 types of people in this world, sheep and wolves. Guess who goes to bed with a full tummy. I raise energy to feed my gods, i'll sacrifice my own if needed but if a sheep happens to be present n ripe for a lil taxation..well hey thats the natural way of the universe. Dunno what i call myself at the moment, vampiristic, demonic, insane? lol Just a dude who likes to win i suppose. Look forward to chatting with you.

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Imhotep
17:21 Jan 17 2012

I enjoyed reading this. Allthough i don't believe in gods or demons especially in the judeo-christian sence, i congradulate you on finding your own truth! There are many folks on here i'v noticed ( especially in the last couple days or so ) that want to be like cattle pulled around by the nose. I for the life of me can never understand why people are always wanting to be told what to do , and how to do it. Especially by people who are abviously not that intelligent to begin with. Congradulations on being one of the few who march to their own drum!!

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Imhotep
17:42 Jan 17 2012

I mean congratulations. haha. ( guess i'm not so smart either.) :)

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