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Incase if anyone is pondering why I wasn't here...I was in the hospital for a fall that happened yesterday morning...The baby is just fine.....And so is mommy...But mommy is REALLY PISSED OFF AT HER FATHER....HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU WANT TO BE A FATHER THEN 1 Lie To Me...And 2 NOT EVEN PICK UP YOUR PHONE WHEN HER MOTHER IS IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL Trying TO MAKE SURE YOUR CHILD ISN'T BORN EARLY!!! Im Done....I've Had It With You And Your Lies Long Enough.....EAT SHIT AND DIE

Now Incase Anyone Hasn't Read My Journal EVER...YOU SHOULD....



The Past Few Days Have Been Quite An Enlightenment....From The Drama Buliding With Helena's Father.... Helena's Father Keeps Asking For Me To Go Back To Him.....I WILL NEVER I REPEAT NEVER GO BACK TO HIM For Reasons That I Will Not Discuss...Some Know Some Don't...And Im Not Telling The People That Don't Know......After A Long Conversation With Her Dad....I Decided To Look At The Pictures Of Us Together In Happier Times For The 1st Time In Over 7 Months.... And I Cried....Then I Got Mad And Wanted To Call Him Back And Yell The Things That I Already Yelled To him All Those Months Ago.....He Knows How I Feel And How Much I've Hurt And Narakyndryn Was Right about Everything she said to you...IVE said it to you before.....and I will continue to say it...till you get it through your head.....I Don't Want You Around Anymore.....For The Soul Purpose OfI Think You Would be A Bad Influnence On My Daughter...Think Of Me Whatt You Will..A Bitch..A Woman Who Thinks Of Nothing More Than Herself...But Im Being Honest....I Can't Continue To Get Hurt By Someone Who Claims To Love Me And Want To Have Our Family Like We Talked About So Long Ago.......

Now If You Don't Know What Target Is...YOU ARE CRAZY!!!

Now...This Is The Last Time Im saying this....you claim now that you want to be a part of your childs life....If you did at all...you would've supported me through the pregnancy..I haven't seen one red cent from you....As far as the state is concerned....you are only classifed as a sperm donor...the reason being...that you have had no parental rights since you told me to get the fuck out...yes you...you havent helped at all...every thing I have I got from my family and friends....not yours...and you're claiming to be the victim...the only victim here is her...not me not you.....

How long does it take to mend a broken heart??????

Now What Possesses A Person To Be A Bill Collector??????? Do You Just Wake Up One Morning And Decide To Go Find A Job As A Bill Collector????? Now About 20 Minutes Ago I Get A Phone Call From A Collector Looking For Me.....Now This Arrogant Son Of A Bitch...Says Hi...And Does His Whole This Is An Attempt To Collect A Debt...And Blah BLAH Blah...I Explain To THE SOB..That Im Currently Expecting A Child..And Im Still In The Middle Of A Big Court Hassle With Her Father (Which Isn't True...As Far As The State Of Fla IS Concerned...He's Nothing More Than A Sperm Donor)....But Anyways..I Explain That I Will Pay You When I Can...My Child Is Due In Less Than 8 Weeks And ALL OF MY MONEY Is Going Towards My Child...He's Like Oh I'm Sorry...Can We Still Have Our Money....*PISSED OFF TO ALL HELL* This Is What Happens When You Call A Hormone Enraged Pregnant Woman...I HANG UP ON YOUR ASS!!!!!!!!!!!