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pain seers through hand after punching wall
need to hurt thyself ..to know I can feel something still
the horrors come when I close my eyes..are the same ones that I see when I am awake
I still live cause I still feel pain...If living is what you can call this.
Too much in the past coming back and taking over.

little voice:..you know you want too
stroking voice:..letttt him decide what he wants..we will take care of the rest
evil voice:..fuck this..just mess shit up and laugh while doing it
ahhhhhh the evil voice wins

The night brings no peace..no comfort..only torment and torture
nothing ever comes easy when you have too many voices in your head all fighting for your attention.
Listen to the good ones?..the bad ones?..or the ones that are truly insane?...those questions are what I ask myself every night.The true pleasure in being me..is I make no apologies ...ever...for what I am or for what I do.