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It seems like it’s everything not just you and me, The reason you don’t want to stay just walk away As that text comes over my phone, I realize I need to have you close but need you far away, I never know what to do but walk away, You so far away I can’t stand it, Now your too close I can’t have it to many feelings to many times, I guess I must be blind I’ve seen it done a hundred times, They come and go cause I’m scared to know , Maybe he can love me maybe I’m too blind how can he love a woman who can’t love herself. I need the confidence to know I need to grow into me, I can’t hide behind a simple I’m fine,

I’m sorry you were told this, I’m sorry I’m not strong, Sorry I laid this upon your front door, I can’t hide this, I can’t hold this, I need to let it go, I thank you for supporting me and never letting go, I needed you to catch me, I needed you to know, I needed you to help me brush it off and go, I gained control just so you know, It’s because of you I grow

They look at her,They tell her she's beautifull,She smiles and laughs, They make her feel good, She know there lieing,She knows she can't compair, She knows they could never love her could never care, She looks in the mirror and don't like what she sees so how could they,Too many inperfections too many flaws,She can see to her soul she can see the pain in her own eyes, How could they not, She wounders could she ever be loved. She wounders if she is worthy

I can never love you, I will never remember why, You came into my life when it was the lowest, You picked me up to dust me off and dropped me back down again, You seemed to squash my dreams, You seemed to stomp my pride, You seemed to leave me nothing but a world of hurt and cry, I may never forget but someday I’ll forgive, The hurt you left me in is too much to hide, I swallow my pride run and hide never to be found, I wallow in my fears and drowned my sorrows down, I never want to see you or hear you’re crazy lies, I hate ever phone call and every stupid cry, I hate to hear your name that haunts my every day, I hate to see the stupid things you left behind