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sits and watches as the world passes as no one pays any mind...i watch to see how people act and react to those around them...at the realness and at the fake...i shudder at what i see and feel..the pain ...the hurt ...the lies...and even more so at the love..the love that will not make it..the love that will..for i my self am doomed to walk this earth only to watch..morn...at what i cant fix..and what i can never have...broken is what i am..and always will be....

lays in a puddle of broken peaces of love,life and dreams...my heart is no more...for u have taken what was given to u..fixed it and then looked me in the face as u smiled and broke it beyond repair....u woke me from the silent death that was my life just to put me back to know now that im dieing inside..so here its and not only am i broken even more but now i get to watch as i fade away into the nothingness that is me.....

u said hello and i said hi....

u said i like u and i blushed....

u said u are wonderful,beautiful,loving and so very smart...i said no...

u said yes u are ur just broken...i said how do u mean?

u said i love u...i was in shock and u cant love me

u said marry me and be wife...i was speachless and thats when i knew i was dead inside...because u were bringing me to life...

u said i want u...i need u as u looked down at me in ur arms...u are the other part of me my split apart...im broken with out u...i said as i smiled...u are the male version of me and im broken with out u my split apart..

u said i will come back...and never leave u again...i swear we will be the family that i said we would be...

i have waited...and waited for the time to come..

stuck by ur side....needed u wanted u...loved u...slowly peace by peace i begin to fade and brake again...becoming the walking dead...but still holding on...

then she spoke....

and it stopped...and broke into...

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u said i love u...marry me and be my wife and i was speachless...