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now what is left...what is left of me...broken.....just nothing...

what kind of game are u playing?....what are u doing?...why are u doing this?...

i saw the pics of u today...on her profile on fb...*shakes head*...u cut ur hair....u look so strange...it dose not matter....u dont care...u never did...u say u did...but it was all lies i see this now...im glad u can throw me away like the peace of trash we ment to u...but u know the one thing i dont understand is why?..u saw i was broken...u could have left me alone...u saw i was dead...why could u not let me be?...

im done....my heart is no more....im dead inside to point i dont give a shit about anything....what is the point...everything is a lie....everything...no one truly loves anyone...it what they can do for them selfs....i came here to learn about myself to find others like me...all i have found is drama and bullshit....*sighs*...except for a very very few!...i was slowly closeing myself off again...but its done...im done...i can not seem to turn off my nature and if i had a choice i would not be here at all but i dont...so i float...numb...dead inside......everything has turned into just as someone very very close to me has said many many times...it is all shadows and dust...

i guess u set out to do what u wanted to do....use me....hurt me....lie to me....brake me.....? im just talking to myself...u dont have the guts to come to me....to tell.....or to come back to me...thats right ur gutless...and i fell for u....everything...i fell for it all...and worst part is.....i will never stop loving u.....u peace of shit....*crys*......never....

Michael w. French jr...aka...Cr0w....aka...0re0

why am i nothing to u?...when u swore i was everything...where are u?..are u alive...dead...hurt?...im so scared...and alone...why?..still sits and waits

well i guess its FUCK ME....and not in a good way...did u lie?....did u make me out to be a fool?...because thats sure what it looks like...

well today is D-day...what is going to happen God is the only one who knows.....he knows how scared i am...he knows everything....im putting it in Ur hands ...please help all those i love and me....i turn it over to U....please dear Lord help us all...

the night creeps up...so silent and cold...it creeps up just to steal my soul....to make be as empty as it can...to take me apart limb by limb....and leave me for the rats and vermin of the world to fest on my flesh as i am still alive but no good ....competle BROKEN