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I close my heart..as I close my eyes,...my mind swims in a sea of black and dark blue...everything hurts...I am going to shut down.There is no stoping it....there is no slowing it down...The sea swollows me hole...I can not breath,react or think....time is gone...I feel my life fadeing away...there is nonthing I can do..I can not stop.....it is finshed

here i sit alone in my owen little world....traped can not reach out or ask for help...scared on the inside strong on the out...please...Oh..dear God let me out...I fight everyday I wake... just to keep my owen little world safe...I pray I scream I shout...what is this all about?...my heart filled with pain, love and dout....why can't I have love in and not just give it out... To have someone to love me the way I love them ...might be the key..but it never works that way just waite and see...I love with all I am...and I can not trun it off...so i keep on going...because i just can not stop ...my pain is very real...and will not go away..but I can not tell people to just stay away...so I ask one more thing before I go ..if it was u....what would u do?