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that was about 8 hours ago... i never got to sleep...



i need someone new in my life... my life needs a jumpstart... am i really that boring?







i dunno... years ago i used to think that i needed to "shit or get off the pot" and well, i shat, i got off the toilet... i flushed... and well... it hasn't gotten me very far...



for every step i seemed to take in the right direction i just ended up back at the beginning... i know it's not a positive outlook, but it's what i got at this point, and for the most part i am willing to take what i can get from me... this is partly why i need new people in my life, to provide a different viewpoint... to get more out of life...



i hate this... i feel selfish... so... i dunno... nevermind i guess?



if you need anything from me though, please ask... helping you will get me out of my head...