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I carved Hate into my arm

And the blood leaves a stain

On this perfect life I dreamed of

And waited for in vain.

I carved Hate into my arm,

Leaving an unforgettable impression

About the life of a girl

Suffering deeply in depression.

I carved Hate into my arm

Mommy, are you mad?

Because cutting is a sin,

and I'm taught that sin is bad.

I carved hate into my arm

Because that's all I can feel

And the blood covering the floor

Reminds me that hate is real.

I carved Hate into my arm

For the last time in my life

Because my life has been taken

By the beauty of a knife.

your alive so he can satisfy

his need to abuse, then he leaves you to cry

he comes back in and swears he loves you

then he leaves you black and blue

he feels like a man, when he pushes you around

he's happy throwing you on the ground

grabbing your wrists and twisting them tight

knowing, your too young to win the fight

a fathers love isn't true

a fathers love is black and blue

your pain is his prize

his joy, are your tear-filled eyes

a fathers love isn't true

a fathers love is black and blue

and now your the one who died

all to keep your father satisfied



I should know what its like... I have been there but I spoke up....thats all you have to do is speak to the right people. Do Not Be Scared

Sometimes I lay restless at night



Wondering if you were really worth the fight?



The blood, sweat, and tears



Still wanting you here









I see you as something old from my past



Something that just fell apart in my own grasp



A splinter that is buried and sliding by



Working its way into my heart when you whispered 'goodbye'









Gone, gone away now



Not really knowing how



I'm lost in the dark, so lonely



For you were my one and my only









You're a toxic poison choking me down



Losing sight of reality when I hit the ground



Others say I did the right thing to let go



But I think it just sank me down to a new low









I'll see you around a new day



Maybe tomorrow, I sort of hope in a way



I'll act happy, something brand new



Even though on the inside i'm torn through



(All because of you)





This I wrote for my first love......who is now my best friend

I'm on the edge......sitten here with you



You tell me its gonna be okay....just hide my pain with a smile



I stand up and look down at the water......it looks cold



The smile ive worn for so long starts to crack.......and the tears come





For so long i thought i fell in the water.....it was my fault



But nope....you pushed me....



You made me drown

Have you ever missed someone?



And wanted them so bad,



That every day you feel like breaking,



Into a million blades of sand,







Have you ever felt so cold,



That you tremble from within?



Your heart just feels like breaking



And you just want to give in.







Have you ever wanted to collapse,



And disappear with the setting sun?



Never to rise again,



Knowing that they have won,







I try to make sense of this,



To understand why I hurt,



Yet my smiles gone,



My tears are fresh,



And I’m the one that’s torn,







What I would give to just talk to you,



To hear your sense of reason,



It’s almost as if seeking advice from another,



Is the biggest form of treason.







I just want you,



I’m a mess without you here,



My eyes are shut, my body numb,



My heart is full of fear,







And as I stare up at the sky,



Your face keeps looking back,



I’m not perfect, I know I am not,



It’s feelings that I lack,







Yet none of that all matters,



When I am looking into your eyes,



The world is dark and brooding,



Just tell me this is not just lies,







Because in the end I never want,



For us to say goodbye.







Because right now,



It’s safe to say,



I am a mess,



But I am alive,







I just miss you,





More than I can describe

sticks and stones

break my bones

but words kill me inside

like when you said you'll laugh the day i died

sticks and stones

break my bones

but words kill the soul

like my heart that was never whole

sticks and stones

break my bones

and words turn into lies

like when you said you loved me but "hate" was in your eyes

sticks and stones

break my bones

and words bring me pain

but all thats nothing, compared to being insane

so when your all broken and alone

words really killed you....not sticks and stones