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Quizzes again...

21:53 Apr 27 2006
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I thought that this first quiz was funny, especially the last statement because I've never been able to explain how I feel about love, and that explains how I feel right now...









The Keys to Your Heart







You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.





In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.





You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.





You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.





Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.





Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.





You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.





In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.







This next on is interesting as well... I have always been told that I act older than I am...









You Are 26 Years Old







20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.








Coincidentally, this one fits the way that I am now...









How You Life Your Life







You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.


You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.


You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.


Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.




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More quizzes that fit my day...

21:30 Apr 19 2006
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I laughed when I took these two quizzes... Out of several thousands of people who took these quizzes, only 2% of the people got the same results that I did...















What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]







You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life right now and are unable to make decisions that pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't seem to get any better by whatever method you are using for now. There is a pain inside because of this and you feel helpless in your life, thinking you will never find your way back. But even though the path may seem dark you still try to find yourself, which means your inner battle is not over.Take this quiz!













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How do you see life?







Life is great for you. You have power, you yearn for more and can't live without it. You have a need to boss everyone around you for your personal pleasures yet you don't seem entirely satisfied. Perhaps you never will. You need to realise your still only human and there are people as good as you. But why, when you can have your own little kingdom of slaves?Take this quiz!













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Quizzes that I have taken recently that fit me well...

21:07 Apr 12 2006
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What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)







You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner loner who is very creative but never show your work to anyone. You may smile a little but sadness or loneliness surround you and other can feel it when they're near you. You have a dark or unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and you probably have a lot of secrets that you've never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real thing that makes you special is your eyes. Something in them makes them like Diamonds in the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can see your result picture at the bottom)Take this quiz!













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A look at your dark emotion (For girls, NOT a happy quiz! Has pictures and 6 detailed results!)







The emotions you feel are: guilt, depression and misunderstood.You are a very special person, even though people may not see you this way. When around people, you pretend to be somebody totally different from who you really are. There might be a person in your life with who you can truly be yourself, or there might not be.. which would make everything so much worse for you.. It is most likely that you act cheerful and normal towards other people, when inside of you there are so many emotions buttled up, its unbearable.. Do you even know why you act the way you do? You probaly hate it that the people around you dont see all that feelings you hide from them; they must be either very blind or stupid, or they just dont want to admit to themselves that youre not who you seem right? You have had a rough past, which is the reason for you feeling the way you do now. All of this made one good thing happen to you though: you have become an incredibly strong person. You seem to be able to deal with your problems all the time, even though there are times you just want to scream, cry, jump out of your skin, or anything like that.. But you never do.. You really need a person to talk to and to be honest with that will understand, because trust me; you will feel better! I know exactly how you feel, and I wish you luck! Colour: BlackPositive traits: Very strong, smart, kind Negative traits: Bottles up too many emotions and too many secrets to be able cope with.Element: NightPlease rate and/or message!Take this quiz!













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Who is your soul guardian?







A sea wiccan watches over you. You are an unpredictable human being. Your emotions fluctuate like waves and your mind swims swiftly with thoughts and fantasies. You are smart, but you have trouble paying attention. You're a big fish in a small pond. Your sea wiccan may not always be by your side, but she is always watching over you. With her magic, she is always protecting you. When you are in the water, nothing can harm you. Water is your safest haven. Take this quiz!













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It is time to leave the past behind...

20:55 Apr 05 2006
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It is time for me to shut down. I haven’t made myself apathetic (yes I can make myself do this) in a long time. I have allowed myself to feel and I have allowed my masks to get in the way. It is very complicated, but it is time that I stop lying to the world and get on with my life. I know that many of you will say that by doing this I will actually be running away and hiding and that that is being weak. I do care what you think, but I am not going to let it show.



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I have always put on a mask, and I will continue to do so. It is just time for me to change that particular mask that I am wearing. I don’t know when I started to lie to myself, but it is time that I stop doing that. I have lost myself in all the lies. I have forgotten my own advice.



At night, when I am alone, I need to do what I used to do. I need to strip away the masks that hide what is in my heart. I need to break apart the shields that protect my fragile mind. I need to tear down the barriers that protect my soul. I need to find out who I really am behind all of these lies and illusions that I have created. It is bad enough that I strive to fool others, but I have also been fooling myself for too long.



I do not mean to hurt anyone with what I have to say, or with what I will be doing. It is, in my opinion, for everyone’s good. I am sorry if you hate me after this, but I guess that that is what I deserve then. I know that you deserve the truth, so I shall give it to you.

I do not love in the same manner that many of you think. I spout words of love and joy because I am good with my words and have created a wonderful illusion that I have lived in for the past four years.



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”I think people want their illusions and writers are mostly illusion. When you read their words, you read a flattened, incomplete version of the writer.” – Real Live Preacher (RealLivePreacher.com)

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I have thought that I have loved, but I now see that that is not true. The first person that I thought that I loved, I now believe that I only lusted after. I realized this quite some time ago, I just didn’t know how to reveal this. I guess that it does not matter anymore as it is probably over between us. Now I just need to tell her. The second person that I thought I loved still believes that I love her. I know that I love her; it just isn’t in the way that I thought that I did. She is a dear friend to me, and I know that I am breaking her heart if she is reading this, or I will soon when I tell her.



My mother asked me if it was possible for me to be asexual. I told her that this was not possible since asexual people do not want sex and do not lust after either males or females. This is not true for me. I do feel for the male gender. I can look at a guy and say he is ‘cute’ or ‘I’d go for him’. I can’t look at a woman and do this, though.



I guess that you could say that I am having major issues with my identity. I have to go back to square one and reevaluate everything that has happened and decide where to go from there. Also, my friendships are falling apart. My ‘best friend’ isn’t that any more. My ‘lovers’ won’t be that any more, either, at the rate that my life is going.



I guess that what they say is true: “You come into this world alone and even if you are holding someone’s hand, you still die alone.”



My mother told me that she would rather have me be alone in life than travel down the path that I am traveling. I guess that I have seen the proverbial light and I see that she is right. It is time for me to turn my life around and get it back on track because I left the track behind years ago and I need to find it again.



You may say that I am conforming to the tight parameters of life, but that isn’t how I see it. I can be a very independent person when I want to be. Though, when you look at the other extreme, there are people in this world whose opinion matters to me more than anything else and I will do nearly everything in my power to keep them happy. I am generally the former with my friends and I am the latter with my parents.



Neil, I’m sorry, but this is all that I can say right now. Trisha, I’m sorry if this is the way that you are finding out this information. Amber, I am sorry that I didn’t tell you sooner, and I hope that this isn’t how you find out. Josi, you have changed so much in the past couple of years, and that isn’t a good thing. We are coming to a ‘parting of the ways’ and that is how it has to be.




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“It is an illusion that youth is happy, an illusion of those who have lost it; but the young know they are wretched for they are full of the truth-less ideal which have been instilled into them, and each time they come in contact with the real, they are bruised and wounded.” – W. Somerset Maugham (1874 - 1965)

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