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so there are days here that I feel like I should give up and stop bothering with these pages. I find myself trying to answer in the forum, writing a very thought out answer and instead of posting it, I find myself deleting it... Afraid of criticism. I find myself wanting to post to my journal, about life, love and my journeys, but then stop and wonder if anyone actually cares, if they really want to know, or is it just me wasting time? I find that it is really just the fact that I am afraid... Afraid of the fact that I don't want to hear if someone doesn't like it or they don't agree with it.



So instead of posting things that I should, I find myself just holding on and shutting myself up even more. why is so much easier to speak to hundreds of thousands of people that I don't know, and yet some place that I am should feel free, I get all bottled up inside? It doesn't seem to make sense anymore. There is so much to write and so much to tell but does anyone really care?

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PsiVampire
01:20 Jul 22 2009

I've found that venting in a Journal sometimes helps. Some of us here do care. :) Hugs, PV

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VAMPIREBONNIE
01:42 Jul 25 2009

My friend, I care very much about what you have to say. And never be afraid to speak your mind. What was it Dr. Seuss wrote...something about those that matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter....well, that holds true. So vent and speak up girly!!!

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